It was the morning after Jay's and I wedding, I couldn't believe it, I was really and officially a Carter. I swear I was on cloud 110. It felt like Jay and I were finally happy together, even though we always were.
I was laying in bed from having the most wonderfullest day ever. Yea I know that's not a word, but that's just how I was feeling. Oh not too mention the S E X. It was like...well it's a little hard to explain, but all I know it was exactly what I needed.
I was awaken by the sunlight scheming across my face. When Jay came in he pulled back the curtains to let some light in. He was also carrying a silver plater and a fist full of flowers , but I was taken away more by the sweet smelling aroma that filled the air. I sat upright on the bed, full of energy ready to feast.
(Jay) "Well good morning Mrs. Carter?"
He said walking over to bring me the plater and flowers, he couldn't stop smiling.
(Bey) "Good morning..." I said sitting up more and giving Jay this look that intended him to know I wanted a kiss.
Jay walked smoothly over to me and planted his big moist juicy lips on my and I swear my body lit up in flames.
"I've cooked you some breakfast." He said trying to talk over what he just did to me, also handing me the orchids, which were my favorite flowers.
(Bey) "Mm, I see...I can't wait to taste." I said with a sexy look on my face.
Jay licking his lips "Ch. Girrl"
Then he revealed to me homemade blueberry waffles, a strawberry jelllt filled pastry, cheese bacon omelet, sliced pineapples, and a side of orange juice. All of which I love. He had me speechless.
(Bey) " Wow babe...all this for me?"
I couldn't stop cheesing.
(Jay) "Yeaaa...." He said walking over towards me. "I told you how it was going to be, what you thought I was just talking mess." He said playfully.
(Bey) "No I'm saying I can get use to this." I teased as I wrapped my arms around Jay while he approached me.
(Jay) "I bet you can." He joked back just before kissing me, but this time it was on and poppin. Once sliding the food out the way Jay and I hit the bed, shit got real, things became intense, clothes were flying left to right. Jay wasn't even inside of me yet and I was already feeling like I was about to have an orgasm.
Once Jay positioned himself on top, he just took control as normal. He hit me with a hard quick thrust, causing me to tense up. Then he hit me with 5 more then went into a slow smooth but powerful rotation, that was driving my body insane. I felt myself about to come but Jay pulled out causing my feeling to fade away. He looked up at me and kissed me yet again then trailed his tongue down my jerking body, and he let his tongue speak to Mona. Then after playing around with me and teasing me a bit, he flipped me over onto his face, as I began to grind all over his face leading to my first orgasm.
Then after that he tried to turn me over but I wrestled my way on top, doing my thang, leaving Jay going crazy. After that I was forced onto my stomach and Jay had my ass and legs in the air going ham...
(Bey) "Mhmm Jaaay!" I moaned as i bit down on the pillow and gribbed the sheets. Damn This shit was feeling good, I thought to myself.
(Jay) "Yea" he said as he graoped my ass "who's puss puss is this?" he asked as he groaped my ass.
(Bey) "It's all yours..." i said seductively just after letting out a loud maon.
Jay and I continued on for about another hour. After we were finished i laid there in bed trying to regenerate after what just went down, while Jay went off into the bathroom. And as i was laying there, i began to think about the twins, so i decided to call Kel.
(Bey) "Hey...Hey...Heyyyyy" i said cheerfully as Kelly answered.
(Kelly) "Well Hello Misses Carter..." she said chuckling.
(Bey) laughs "Whats up....."
(Kelly) "I still can't believe yal went and did it, I'm still just blown away by it."
(Bey) "Girl i know." I said laying in bed staring at my ring. "How are my babies? What they doing?" i asked getting back to the reason for calling.
(Kelly) "They're doing good, I'm actually getting them all washed up now."
(Bey) "What yal doing today?"
(Kelly) "I was going to take them to play at the park, we were going to meet up with Solo and Juelz, then come back to the house and do some stuff here."
(Bey) "Oh okay, sounds fu--"
"Aye yo B?!" Jay yelled from the bathroom.
(Bey) "Hold on for a sec Kel...." i said putting her on hold. "Matter of fact, i'll just call you a little later."
(Kelly) "Alright.."
(Bey) "Kiss my babies for me."
(Kelly) "I wil...."
After hanging up with Kel, i got up out of bed to see what it was Jay was calling me for.
(Bey) "Yes Jay?" I asked after opening the door to the bathroom, Jay was on his way to take a shower.
(Jay) "We got reservations down by the Bay at 12, for a lunch date..then i got us a boat so where gonna be out on the water for the rest of the day."
(Bey) "Ok. Well what time is it now?"
(Jay) "9:46"
(Bey) "Oh alright."
(Jay) "Were you getting in with me or...???" he asked just before stepping in the shower.
(Bey) "Naaa, we might end up being late for our reservations..." i joked.
(Jay) laughs "We can always reschedule." he joked back with a grin on his face.
(Bey) giggling "But for real baby..ill just take one after you. Im gonna go pick out something to wear."
(Jay) "Ok."
After leaving from out the bathroom i went off to find some clothes, but before doing so i stepped out on the balcony to get a feel of the weather. And just as i took in the fresh morning breeze...i got interrupted by my phone ringing. I started not to answering and just check it later but i went ahead and answered anyway.
(Bey) "Hello." i asked not sure of who the person was.
(Person) "Hey, how's it going?"
(Bey) "Im sorry who is this?" i asked wanting to know.
(Person) "It's me....Idris."
It took me a second before i said something because i was taken off guard. I haven't spoken to Idris in almost 3 years, since i last left Atlanta. Why is he calling after all that time?
(Idris) "You still there?" he asked as the silence quickly took over.
(Bey) "Yea, yea...im stil here. It's just weird that your calling out the blue, we haven't spoken in almost 3 years."
(Idris) "Yea i know." he said in a regretting tone "It just that, i was in NY and i was down in Times Square, and i seen this HUGE billboard with your face plastered on it and it made me think about you, so i decided to give you a call."
(Bey) "Oh. So how are things with you, how have you been?" i asked quickly changing the subject.
(Idris) "I've been wonderful, I just opened up a new acting agency in NY, which i why I'm here."
(Bey) Shit, i thought to myself. "Oh real, well thats wonderful." i said very fake like.
As the conversation went on i begin to peek back inside because i had walked back out onto the balcony after answering the phone to see if Jay had gotten out the shower. And i also don't want him to know i was in the phone with Idris. I needed to get him off the phone and QUICK!
(Idris) "Yea...and Noah's getting so big. His birthday is coming up in a few weeks, I was hoping to see you and the baby, which by the way you never told me what you were having."
(Bey) "Twins, i ended up having twins."
(Idris) "What?! Really?! NO WAY!!! I bet they're a hand full huh?"
(Bey) "They can be but they're the best thing that ever happened to me."
(Idris) "Yea i hear that. So how are you and whats his name."
(Bey) "Jay, it's Jay. And we are doing great, we're better then ever."
(Idris) "oh okay. Thats good too know."
After hearing a few noises coming out of the bedroom, i knew Jay was out the shower, i had to end this call and i had to end it NOW.
(Bey) "Well it was nice talking with you, i have to go now though."
(Idris) "Aw ok. And yes it's been a pleasure. Maybe we can get together soon or something."
(Bey) "Uhm idk, my schedule lately has been pretty hectic." i said lying.
(Idris) "Oh well ho---"
The footsteps of Jay walking was sounding like he was making his way towards the balcony, aw shit!
(Bey) "Look i really have to go..it was good to hear from you. By--" i said then hung up just as Jay stepped out onto the balcony.
(Jay) "Who was that?" he asked, just after kissing me.
(Bey) "Wrong number." i quickly answered.
(Jay) "Oh."
Jay and I stood out on the balcony for a minute, enjoying each other and the air and the view. After a few more moments, we went in side where i finished getting ready. After showering and getting dressed, it was time for Jay and I to head out. We made it down my the Bay, when Jay had a nice tent set up alone with a table chair food and champagne. I was speechless walking up to the table. But i know that if I'm dealing with Jay, it's going to be always nothing but the best.
Jay and i had a nice lunch. We did a lot of talking and joking around. I can never get bored with Jay. After that we gathered to sail down along the BAY. Jay and I were going to be spending the next 2 weeks here in Mexico for our Honey moon. Like i told Jay, it doesn't matter where we go just as long as he and I were going to be together. I stood over the front of the boat to overlook everything. Its just something about being out on the water that really soothes me.
Jay walked up from behind me ad hugged me from the back. "Are you enjoying yourself?" He asked.
(Bey) "Yes I am..." I said turning to face him "what else do you have planned for us."
(Jay) "I don't know if I should tell you..it's kind of a secret." He said teasing me.
(Bey) "Is it jet skiing" I asked becoming excited, I love those and it's been a while. "Because there's not much you can do out on the water."
(Jay) "Uhhhh nope, it's something even better."
(Bey) "Like what, I'm dying to know."
(Jay) "You'll see soon"
(Bey) "But Jay we've been sailing for 15 mins now. Idk if I can wait any longer."
(Jay) "Yea you can." He said kissing my forehead then walking away.
So I waited about 10 more minutes, until we arrived to some aquarium place. I was a little dissappointed because I didn't feel it was much of a surprise. We boarded off and went on inside where we went around looking at all sorts of water creatures. But I wasn't in the mood to enjoy everything so most of the time I was quiet.
Then all of a sudden a guy came walking up to us telling us our private Session for swimming with the dolphins was soon approaching and that he needed us to come with him so we could get ready. My whole mood changed after finding out we were swimming with dolphins, I just couldn't believe it. It was something I always wanted to do.
(Bey) "Omg I didn't know we were going to be swimming with dolphins." I said still in aw of the situation.
(Jay) "Well I told you it was a secret."he joked.
(Bey) "You had me thinking we sailed all that time too come to the stupid aquarium."
(Jay) "I know" he replied "I didn't on purpose because you always act like that. You brat." He joked some more.
Then I felt a little stupid because I should have just been more appreciative that I was spending time with my lover.
(Bey) "I'm sorry. It just that we could go to the aquarium back in NJ all the time and I---"
(Jay) "I know and it's cool, I forgive you."
After that we went off and got ready to swim, of course Jay didn't participate he just wanted to watch me have fun. And everything was going good and things were fine until one of the dolphins took me too deep under water and I panic. I was having too much fun and I didn't wanna leave. We were only there 45 mins. The man apologized for the situated and insisted that we come back again but next time it was going to be. And I mean despite my experience with dolphins, my mama always told me never to turn down anything free.
We left back on the boat and sailed out to our check point, where by that time it was close to dinner. We got back home where Jay had the chefs prepare a meal for us. We had a candle lit dinner out on the deck of the boat. Things were nice, the day couldn't have gotten any better.
(Jay) "I got you something." Jay blurted out in the middle of us eating.
(Bey) "oh yea. What did you get?" I said curious to find out.
(Jay) "Here he said handing me a necklace box."
And when I opened it, it was a necklace that read Mrs. Carter in fancy letters.
(Bey) "aw babbbbby!" I said reaching across the table to kiss him. "I've got something for you too." I said with a smirk on my face.
(Jay) "oh yea, what you got for me?"
(Bey) "it's a surprised" I mocked.
(Jay) "Well can I see this surprise?" He asked with a grin on his face.
I took a sip of my wine and glanced over at Jay. "Sure, why not." I said getting up and grabbing Jay by the hand.
I took him inside and into the living area. I told Jay to have a seat on the couch. I went off into the room and slipped into some sexy lingerie, black lace bra and panties. I grabbed my robe and slipped on my black kitten heels and made my back to Jay.
(Jay) "Damn!" Jay whispered aloud.
(Bey) "I take it you like what you see." I said as I pranced over to Jay.
(Jay) "Mm-hmm....that's right, come to daddy." Jay said.
I went and hit the music box to play Envogue version of "Something he can feel".
The words went along perfectly to exactly how I was feeling for Jay. I wanted to give him something he could feel to let him know that this love was real. I dropped by robe as the the music played and danced my way over to Jay where I gave him the best dance of his life. The dancing wasn't long because soon I pressed my ass on to Jay hard, well you know, and ave it a couple twirls. He jumped on me like a kangaroo and we got it in all over that floor. And there on that floor was we're out night ended............
It was our last day in Mexico. And i was eager to get back home, which is why i pushed Jay to let us leave just a couple days before our original leaving day. I was missing my babies. And on top of all that, my phone has been blowing up non stop, from my mom, work, and everyone else. I had to get back. Nobody but Kelly knows about Jay and I being married, but when we get back we planned on telling everyone, but when the time is right. After lounging around in the room all day, Jay and i spent our last night down in Cabo, at this nice little tavern that had music, food, and a dance floor. I decided where mexican attire for some fun and besides i knew Jay would love my outfit. It was a 2 piece shirt and skirt, red of course, i had my hair curled, and i was in my zone. Nothing could ruin my night. After eating Jay watched from the bar, as i danced out on the floor. I kept trying to get him to join me but he swears he too cool for stuff like that.
After about a couple more hours we left from the tavern and made our way back to the hotel. I was so exhausted, mostly from all the dancing that i wasn't in the mood to get on a flight. So i asked Jay if we could just leave first thing in the morning. Of course he agreed, so we showered got into our Pajamas and went on to bed.
After about a 5 and 1/2 hour flight, we we're finally back in New York. To smell the fresh morning air and be home was a good feeling. It was about 1:30, by the time we got to the house. We pulled up to the house and made our way up the drive way. I went on ahead to open the door, as Jay and Joe, the driver and Jay's security guard, got the bags out the car. As i was coming in there was no sign of the kids, Rih nor Kelly. And as i went to reset the alarm, i began to hear noises from upstairs. Jay and Joe were still outside fooling around with the bags and what not, so i took it upon my self to see what was up.
I'll admit, i was a little scared walking up the stairs. I felt like one of those white girls in a horror movie. The noses grew vague, and i started to hear them less and less. I followed my instinct to where i heard the noises coming from. I pressed my ears against the doors and i could hear the commotion. At this point i didn't know what to expect walking in the room. Somebody could have been robbing me, Kelly might have left the tv, or Rih was in there doing something. Next thing i know i heard the front door close, but i was so into the moment that it scared me. I didn't even realize Jay had came in.
"What are you doing?" Jay asked.
"Shhhh." i said to Jay, as he gave me a weird look. "I heard a noise," i whispered. I was still holding my chest and trying to catch my breath after being startled by the door closing.
"A noise?" he asked making his way up the stairs, as i watched from over the railing.
"Yea, now shhh." i said still whispering, as Jay walked up. "Listen." i said intending him to listen against the door.
Jay put his head against the door then stared hard at me. "I can't hear anything." he said.
"Maybe it stopped." i replied. "But i did hear something."
"Watch out." Jay said as he stepped in front of me.
I stood back and watched as Jay opened to door. His braveness and boldness was turning me on. And when he opened it, both of our eyes lit up, especially mine. As i saw Mehki dressing and Kelly rolling out of the bed naked. They didn't even see us.
"OMG!!"i said, moving past Jay and into the room.
"Well damn." Jay mumbled aloud.
When they saw Jay and I standing there, you could see the embarrassment on the faces. Kelly snatched the sheet off her bed to cover herself up. Both of them stood there speechless.
"Well, well, well..." i said stepping even further in the room, i wasn't even mad i was more so amused. Mehki and Kelly, who would have known.
"What are you doing here?" Kelly finally said.
"Uh-un missy, I'm asking the questions here."
"I-I-I Ima just go ahead and leave." Mehki said, still not dresses. He just walked out in his pants and carried the rest of his things in his hands. I wonder where his car was because i didn't see it outside.
"Yo B, i finna head downstairs, I'm hungry. And Kelly..." he said staring at her for a brief minute then shakes his head. "I will never look at you the same." he joked and walked off.
Kelly and i set in the room for a few more minutes, talking about the situation. Come to find out, she and Mehki have been messing around for the past week. Apparently he came over looking for me because he coolant reach me on my cell and things sort of took off from there. And as for the kids, they spent a night with Solo. And i wasn't mad at Kelly at all, matter of fact i was happy, i think her and Mehki would make a cute couple.
After that we headed down stairs where Jay was in the middle of cooking. "Jay do you know it's about to be 2 o'clock."
"Yea." he replied.
"Then why are you making breakfast." i asked.
"Cuz thats what i got a taste for."
I set at the counter and watched as Jay cooked. Kelly went of somewhere, hopefully to take a shower and wash my damn sheets. But she did manage to reappear by the time the food was done.
"I hope your hands and everything is cleaned, while your down here at my table." i joked.
"As a matter of fact, i just got out the shower, thank you very much." she said laughing.
"What you need to do is go sterilize that room up there." Jay added, joking as well.
"Dannnnnng...give a girl a break." she said. "Is this how yal treat me after all i did for yal these past 2 weeks. And speaking of which, i need details."
"We went to mexico, we got married, had some fun, and now where hear." Jay said sarcastically.
"Ha Ha Ha, you know what i mean punk!" she said to Jay "" And hold up are those matching tattoo's i see?" she said grinning.
"Yup..." i said smiling "It was Jay's idea."
"What is it?" she asked.
"It's a roman numeral four, you know it's like our special number."
"Oh yea, thats right. It's cute." she replied. "You know Tina is going to kill you right."
"Girl i know. Thats why i'm going to tell her when there's a lot of people around so we'll have witnesses." I said taking a sip of my apple juice to swallow down my food.
"Hahaaha you crazy." Jay said.
And just as our morning was going good, BZZZ, BZZZZ, BZZZZ, my phone went off. Vibrating across the whole damn table. And guess who it was IDRIS. I quickly snatched my phone to turn it off but it was too late, it had already become a distractions.
"Damn. Who is that?" Kelly said.
"Girl nobody...."
"It was probably Tina." Jay implied.
"Yal better leave me alone." i said, i just knew they were about to double team me.
"I should call her." Jay said.
"Ohhhh please don't, i really don't feel like hearing her mouth." i said. "Matter of fact, I'm just gonna excuse myself before yal feel the need to do some more shit." i said slightly irritated.
"So i guess you mad now." Jay antagonized.
"Yea don't nobody care about your little attitude." she added.
It wasn't that i was mad at them i was just irritated at the situation. It's frustrating because i don't want Jay to think something is going on with Idris calling and what not. And i want to speak to Idris to let him know that he can't keep calling me. I can already see that he is going to be a problem. I had a lot weighing on my mind at the moment, and i just needed to clear my head. On top of that i was missing Brook and Bryson, so i decided i would go over to see Solo and Juelz and pick up the kids instead of her having to drop them off. I sort of slipped out the door with out either Kelly or Jay knowing. And about 20 minutes later i was pulling up at Solo's.
"OMG. SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISTER!!!!" she said opening up her door and running out.
I was so excited to see her just as much as she was excited to see me. Solo and I have became extremely close, with her being a bit older and all she and i are really able to relate to a lot of things, as far as our careers, personal lives, etc.
"Ohhhh i missed you so much." i said hugging her tightly.
"I've missed you too." she said stepping away to get a look at me, as if she hadn't seen me in like forever. "Omg you look good. You seem like your glowing. Whats all that about?"
"Thanks Solo. And nothing, I'm just happy thats all."
Solo gives me this look as if she knew i was lying. "Yea yea yea, well lets get on inside, Bryson and Brook are going to be so happy to see you."
We made our way inside and just like i thought they would, Bryson and Brook darted towards me leaping into my arms as i knelt down.
"Aww my babies, mommy missed you guys so much." i said to them.
"Where did you go mommy?" Brook asked.
"Mommy had some business to attend."
"You had bus-ness to tend mommy?" Bryson repeated.
"Yea thats right." i said chuckling as i rubbed Brsyon's head.
"HOLD UP, WAIT A MINUTE." Solo shouted.
"What?" i asked scared and confused.
"Is that a tattoo?" she said snatching me up, and grabbing a hold of my hand.
"Noooooooo." i said and snatching my hand away.
"Liar, not let me see before i call mama." she snapped.
"Uhhhh, you are such a snitch." i said holding out my hand so that she could see.
"Omg, Thu Thu, i can't believe it. What is it?"
"It's a roman numeral 4, you know thats like Jay's and I special number."
"Yea, so when did you get it."
"I had it for a while, i surprised you never noticed."
"Lying again." she said.
"No I'm not." i replied.
"Yes, because other wise you would have told me." she stated.
I was beginning to get lost for words, i didn't know what to say.
"Thu you better tell me whats going on or i sw--" she began but i cut her off.
"Ok ok ok geesh. Babies go play in the room for a minute, ok."
"Ok mommy." they answered.
"Where's Juelz." i asked, realizing i haven't seen him not once since i been here.
"He's sleep and don't change the subject." she said as we made our way to sit down. "Uhm hello, I'm listening." she said restarting the convo.
"Well if you must know," i began "Jay and i went to mexico and got married."
"NO SHT BEY, Are you for real?"
"Yea i'm dead ass serious."
"You know mama gonna kill you right."
"Why does everyone keep saying that?" i laughed.
"Everybody. Who's everybody and why am I not the first to know?" she asked.
"Just Kelly and Jay, don't nobody else knows besides you and her." i said.
"So why am i the last to know?"
"Well Kelly only knows because i needed a baby sitter and well I mean i plan on telling everybody, but in the right time and in the right way."
"Well i understand but I'm still mad because you should have told me."
"I know, but atleast you know now but you have to promise not to say anything."
"I promise Thu, i swear."
Then my phone went off and it was Jay calling. "Hold on Solo, it's Jay." i said as i walked off. "Whats up babe?"
"Where'd you go?" he asked.
"I went over Solo's to pick up the kids." i replied.
"Hmp! Why you didn't tell me you were leaving?"
"I don't know, i just left Jay. Im sorry, it wasn't like that."
"Well alright. What time you heading back?"
"I don't know. In a little while, why whats up?"
"Because i might be leaving out soon. Just call me when you eave from there ok."
"Alright. Love you." i said.
"Love you too." he replied.
And just as i was hanging up with Jay, the infamous Idris began to call.
"Beyonce?" he asked assuming i picked up.
"Yes?" i answered.
"Whats going on? I been calling you all morning and for the past couple of days, whats been going on."
"Nothing, what do you want Idris?"
"Ohh. I take it you don't sound happy to speak with me, did i do something to you."
"It's not that, it just...." what i had to say to Idris was too much to try to discuss over the phone, what we needed to discuss was going have to be said in person. He needed to understand the situation and how things need to be. "Can you meet me somewhere."
"Sure, right now?"
"Yea, i'll text the location." I said as i hung up.
"Solooooo...." i called out to her.
"Whats up?" she said coming to me.
"Can you watch the kids for a little bit, i just have to go handle some business."
"Alright, sure. Where you going?"
"I'll tell you later..." i said as i grabbed my things and rushed out the door.
I know it looks bad meet going to meet up with Idris, but i don't want things to be awkward and get all out of control because we all know things like that are good for happening. And after i meet with Idris, i'll let Jay know. I just hopes he understands.......
TO BE CONTINUED..........
(I know with this blog, it was a lot of ups and downs, but i appreciate all those who supported me. Unfortunately Im letting this blog go, but the good thing is i started a completely new blog, with a new story and scenario a few ppl are the same, but there will be different characters. I will be sending links for that soon. Love you guys. -xo)
