CHP 26 where it all began

Im glad Jay didn't know where i was staying because i know for sure he would have came and showed up. I was so mad at him. I know now where i stand after those smart ass remarks he made. Young? Really? I understand it's a guy thing, but actually seeing it really disgusted me. Those fucking low class whores. That bitch probably thought she hit the jack pot. Ch, boy did she think wrong. 


After that night, i haven't even spoken with Jay. Nor have i seen him, well part of that was because i was back in Paris. It's been almost a week. He's been calling and texting nonstop. After so many, i just turned my phone off. If anyone wanted to get in touch with me, they can through my mom. I was bitter the whole rest of my time in Paris, my mom must have picked up on my snobbiness because she was pulling me off to the side to talk to me.


I was in the middle of hair and make up when my mom asked to talked to me. At first i had no idea what she wanted to talk about then after giving it much thought, i finally realized. 


(Ms. Tina) "Whats wrong with you honey, you've been crabby all day."


I put my head down and roll my eyes out of frustration. I didn't want my mom all in my business. Atleast not this time around. She just stood there in front of me with her arms crossed as if she was expecting to tell her. 


(Bey) "Nothing, I'm just ready to get back home thats all."


(Ms. Tina) "Beyonce, now i've been your mother for 21 years, i can tell when your lying." she said to me. I just let out a deep sigh and fell back against the wall. 


(Bey) "You kill me with that, you know."


(Ms. Tina) "I know it, now spill.....whats going on?"


Finally i just gave in. I wasn't in the mood to try to play around with her. I looked up at her as she stared back at me. 


(Bey) "Well you know i had went to Miami to surpri----" i stopped in the middle of my sentence. I couldn't even bare to say his name. Thinking about the situation again and now speaking about it made me mad all over again it's like i was reliving the moment.


My mom's faced changed as i stopped speaking. She grew more worried. She uncrossed her arms and place one on my shoulder to comfort me. But thats not what i needed. I really didn't want to discuss it.


(Ms. Tina) "Beyonce what happened."


(Bey) I took a deep swallow and begin talking again. "Well I went their to surprise Shawn, but when i got there he had some stripper bitch giving him some lap dance." 


I didn't even care that i cussed in front of my mom, even though i know she hates it. But she let me know it too by giving me a look. I was just too mad though to care about anything.


When my mom started laughing after what i had told her, i kind of got a little mad at her. I didn't find anything funny about the situation. I started to just walk off but i knew she would just follow after me. So o just stood there watching her as she laughed.


(Bey) "Whats so funny?" i said with a bit of an attitude.


(Ms. Tina) "Oh baby" she said still laughing "is that all?"


(Bey) "Yea" i said lying. I didn't want to tell her what he had said because i knew she would have found that funny. She probably would have flipped out. 


(Ms. Tina) "Let me tell you something Beyonce" she said as she stopped laughing "He's a guy, what do you expect. As a woman, especially being with someone like Jay...."


I rolled my eyes as she said his name.


(Ms. Tina) "There are certain things your just going to have to except. I understand to you it may all seem wrong, but it's perfectly normal. And it's okay for you to feel the way you do. But he was just being a guy."


I didn't say anything, i just stood there still looking mad.


(Ms. Tina) "Answer this" she started off "If on a normal day, he would have gone off to the strip club or whatever, would you have let him go."


I didn't want to answer because i already knew where she was going with the response. I just turned away. All i wanted her to do was agree with me and be on my side. I couldn't believe she was taking his side. I was a little shocked thought to see her take his side. It had me thinking.


(Ms. Tina) "My point exactly." she said taking my silence as an answer.


(Bey) "But ma...." i said in a mad whinny voice "That's too totally different things."


(Ms. Tina) "In a way you are right. But think if your were there or even if he knew you were coming, that wouldn't have been going on. At the end of the day it's about exceptions, respect, and trust. Shawn has too much respect for you to do something like that."


I hate when my mom is right. It really urks me. Before having time to respond to her Jack, the photographer was coming over to get me. He saw that me and my mom were having a conversation, so he yelled to me from a distance.


(John) "Beyonce" he called out. "We need you on set."


I signaled John for another min.


(Ms. Tina) "Just forgive him baby, I'm know he's sorry. He's been blowing up your phone left and right, I wouldn't be surprised if he flew all the way here to tell you that." she said letting out a chuckle.


I widened my eyes to the thought of it happening. I wish Jay would fly his but out here. I would probably die if he does. Then i'll have no choice but to deal with him.


(Bey) sighs "We'll see ma, we'll see."


(Ms. Tina) "Alright baby, go ahead for Jack brings his tale over here. He's been standing over there for the past 2 mins now." she said rubbing my back for comfort.


(Bey) letting out a soft chuckle "Okay."


I went on ahead and finished up with my shoot. The whole time i just thought about my mom and what she had said. But i know if she would have heard the full story her response would have been much different. After really thinking about it, i could have cared less about him getting a dance after all it was just a dance. It was just what he had said to me that really pissed me off. I mean is that all he see's me as. I kind of wish i would have just stayed my ass in Paris. Something is always backfiring in my face. This is probably karma for not telling him about Tony calling me. Still to this day i feel guilty about it.


After a couple of more hours of shooting, we all went out to dinner. It was our last night in Paris so we didn't to make the best of it. I couldn't wait to eat. I was starving. I couldn't wait to eat. Being on set its hard to eat because they don't want you messing up your make up and spilling things on the clothes. Thats the only down fall to being a model. Which sucks because i like to eat.


We were siting at the table waiting on the waiter to bring us our food, when Angie broke my thoughts asking me about Jay. I didn't tell anyone about the situation between Jay and I. When they asked why i had left so early and quick, i told them i all os a sudden got sick. Kelly for sure didn't buy it, but she just left it at that.


My mom looked over at me to see what i was going to say. I was in no mood to keep speaking about it so i lied.


(Ang) "So what has Jay been up too? His party was off the hook."


I tried to hide my frustration but it was hard.


(Bey) "He's been calling me non stop." i simply said, telling the truth but not lying. She had no clue what i was referring to.


(Ty) "Aw he misses you."


(Bey) "You got that right." i snapped.


(Ang) "Bey are you okay?" she asked. I guess she heard the rage in my voice.


(Bey) "Nothing Im fine."


Just then the waiter came to our table bringing us our food. I couldn't wait to dive in. I was happy she did come because the conversation then changed from Jay to our business trip in Paris. We talked about things that happened here and how much fun it is here and other things of that nature.


Once dinner was over, we headed back to our hotels. The idea of my mom saying Jay was liable to come out here, kept crossing my mind. I was kind of hoping i would see him, when i got back to my room so that we could talk. I wanted to discuss the things he had said to me.


Unfortunately when i got to my room he wasn't there. I walked into my room and placed down my things and begin to pack up my things. We weren't set to leave until 6 the next morning. I placed my phone on the charger and started playing music off my iPod. This Luther Vandross song started playing on my phone and it had me thinking about Jay. 


After i was done packing, i went and showered. I laid in bed in my bathrobe, with a towel tied around my head and started going through my phone. I went through the my call log, text messages, and voicemail's from Jay. I had 69 missed calls, 32 tm's, and 13 voicemails from the night of his party until now, all from Jay. Recapping the whole situation and thinking back to what my mom said and how i was feeling, made me realize i should just let it go, but we still were going to talk about what he said. That, i was not letting go.


Morning arrived and we were off to the airport. Thank god i have a private jet because i hate dealing with people in the air port. It's so aggravating. People all up in your voice wanting pictures and asking for autographs. I remember one time this guy asked me for my tissue i had just blew my nose with. I just gave it to him and walked away. I remember that day perfectly. I was with Tony and he i joked about how weird people could get.


I slept through most of the ride. That was the most exhausting 2 weeks, i have ever worked. I couldn't wait to get back to the states. After a nine hr flight we finally arrived to New York. It was 9 o'clock am the next morning. New York was 6 hrs behind Paris. After leaving the airport, we all headed home. When i got there Solo was still sleep. There was no sign of Jay or that he's has been there. I checked my phone to see if i had any other calls or text's from him, but i didn't. After taking my luggage upstairs and a shower, i decided to call Jay. I was a little nervous about calling just because we haven't spoke since that night and i have been returning his calls. Lowkey, i was really just missing him.


.............(PHONE CONVO)


(Jay) "Hello."


When Jay answered i really didn't know what to say.


(Bey) "I was just calling to let you know i was back. And i also want to talk about the night of your birthday."


(Jay) "Look Bey Im sorry, i do-"


(Bey) "Just save it for when i see you." i said cutting him off. I wanted to discuss it face to face. "Where are you anyway?"


(Jay) "Im at the studio, i just got here actually. I decided to come a little early today."


(Bey) "Oh okay. Well when re you coming back this way?"


(Jay) "i could come now if you want."


(Bey) starts to think "Ok, yea. Thats fine........come now."


(Jay) "Alright. I'll be there in like 15/20 mins."


(Bey) "Okay." i said then hung up.


While waiting for Jay to come i went and fixed me a bowl of honey nut cheerios. I hadn't had any in a while. And boy were the good. I was sitting on the couch watching the view, when Solo came down. She was still kind of dragging from just waking up.


(Solo) "Hey Bey.....what time do you get in?" she said scratching her head.


(Bey) "Hey Lo" i said talking with a mouth full of cereal. Milk started dripping down the side of my chin. I wiped it off with the sleeve of my shirt. "I got in like a hr ago."


(Solo) "Oh okay. You know when mom is going back to houston?"


(Bey) "I think this weekend, i believe. Why?"


(Solo) "Cuz " she said coming to sit down "I was gonna go with her. I haven't seen Daniel since thanksgiving and they're getting ready to go on winter break, so i was gone go spend it with him."


(Bey) "Well why you goth wait til mom go?" i said taking another bite of my cereal "Why you can't just go with out her."


(Solo) rolls her eyes "Because i hate being their alone with dad, he is so boring. And he gets strict about me being with Daniel, but with mom he's more lenient."


(Bey) "Oh okay, i get it. But i think she is leaving this weekend, but i don't know" i said shrugging my shoulders "Call and see."


(Solo) "Yea I'm just do that" she said getting up.


(Bey) "Aye where you going?" I had eaten up all my cereal, but i was too lazy to take my bowl in the kitchen.


(Solo) "In the kitchen to make me something to eat."


(Bey) "Oh good, could you take this in there." i said holding out the bowl.


(Solo) giving me a look "You are so lazy" she said letting out a chuckle as she reached for the both.


(Bey) "Oh wait" i said pulling back the bowl. I started drinking the rest of the milk that was in the bowl. It was so good and cold. After i got done, i let out a loud burp. It was so lid and hard you would have thought it came from my soul.


(Solo) "Eww nasty." she said as she took the bowl.


(Bey) giggling "Can you bring me a banana please?" i said just as she started walking away.


(Solo) "You lucky i love you." she said.


I smiled at her comment. Solo went off into kitchen bringing me back my banana. Then she went back in the fix her something to eat. I was sitting out on the couch still watching tv, by this time the view had gone off. A few moments later, Solo came out with a with a bacon sandwich. It looked so good. 


(Bey) "Mmm give me a bite." i said as i watch her sit down to eat. My jaws started watering as the aroma from the bacon filled the air.


(Solo) "No with ya fat ass. Didn't you just have cereal and a banana." she teased.


(Bey) "Yea......so?"


(Solo) shakes her head "You kill me, do you want me to go make you one?"


(Bey) "Na, i just want a bite."


(Solo) hands me her sandwich "Here man and you better not take a big one."


I took a bite into Solo's sandwich, i proceeded to take another one but she snatched it away from me. 


(Solo) "Damn, i said a bite, what can't you comprehend." she said a bit mad, but not really.


I was still chewing from that big ass bite i took.


(Bey) "My bad." i said laughing, with my mouth full of food. 


After that it got quiet as Solo started eating. I checked my phone of the time and it was 10 minutes past the time Jay said that he would be here. I sent him a text, but he didn't respond. I tried calling but he didn't answer. I waited a few minutes to see if he would call back but he didn't. So i started to think about why he wouldn't be answering.


(Bey) "Have Jay been here while i've been gone?"


(Solo) "Yea he was here like a few days ago, he had came by to grab his clothes and a few other things he left over here. Oh and he also left his key, why? Is something going on?"


(Bey) "Na, everything's good. I was actually waiting for him to come over so we could talk, but he's running late. It's not like him to be late."


(Solo) shrugs her shoulder "Maybe he's in traffic or something, i don't know."


(Bey) starts to think "Maybe."


We sat around waiting for about 20 more mins until Jay finally showed up. When i open the door for him, he looked all upset or mad about something. 


(Bey) "Whats up with you?" i asked as he walked in right pass me.


(Jay) "Nothing." he mumble but loud enough for me to hear.


I stood at the door for a few moments with a confused look on my face. If anybody was going to be mad it was going to be me.


(Jay) "Hey Solo." he said in a low tone. You could tell Jay was not his self.


(Solo) "Hey bro, whats wrong you good?" 


(Jay) "Yea I'm straight." he said as he made his way to sit down.


I was coming through the living as i passed up Solo as she was heading out, making her way upstairs.


(Bey) "What you about to do?" i asked just as she walked passed me.


(Solo) "Get in the shower and stuff."


(Bey) "oh okay"


I made my way fully into the living room, and set across from Jay. I studied him as he sat there leaning forward with his hands placed together, and hand elbows resting on his knees. He seemed like he was thinking hard about something. Something deeper the our situation, but before getting to the bottom of that i wanted to know why he showed up so late.


(Bey) "So what took you so long?"


(Jay) snapping out of his thoughts "huh?"


(Bey) "I said what took you so long?" i said speaking a little louder and slower, with more emphasis on my words. 


(Jay) letting out a hard, deep sigh "I got pulled over today?"


(Bey) "So is that what's wrong?" i asked confused. It was just a ticket, it wasn't like the end of the world.


(Jay) "Yea sort of kind of."


(Bey) "Well what was the ticket for?"


(Jay) "Speeding, but that aint the problem."


(Bey) "So what is?"


(Jay) "Well remember that situation i had got into a little while ago, with Ye, you know that attempt to murder shit."


(Bey) nodding along "yea"


(Jay) "Well....." he started off. 


From there on he went on explaining how the judge was talking about when he let him off and they settled the case, how he couldn't get into any trouble with the law and now he was back in trouble. 


(Bey) "Well it's just a little speeding ticket."


(Jay) "Thats doesn't matter. I had orders to follow and now i fucked up."


(Bey) "Well I'm sure it's someway around it, i mean I'm pretty sure you could work something out with them." i said trying to assure him that everything will be okay.


(Jay) "i sure hope so."


After that it got real quiet between Jay and I. As much as i didn't want to bring up the whole incident, i just had too. Despite how he was feeling. He really hurt my feeling with what he said and i needed to address it because  assure you, it will not be happening again. 


(Bey) "Look i know your mad right now, but we still have to talk about why your here?"


(Jay) "Can we not do this right now, I told you i was sorry, i was wrong damn. What more do i need to say."


(Bey) "See thats your problem now, always speaking out of anger."


(Jay) "Well if you know I'm speaking out of anger then why take what i say seriously."


Okay, Jay was really starting to piss me off. The more he talked to angrier i became. He really has a short temper and that's something i don't like because he always says some hurtful things to me. Im not sure if that's something i'll be able to deal with.


(Bey) "See why you gotta say shit like that? Do you not hear yourself when you speak or something?" i said getting all upset.


(Jay) "Im sorry I'm just mad right now."


(Bey) "Well that doesn't give you the right to fuss at me and take it out on me. In case you haven't noticed I'm not the one against you......ch you really starting to show your ass i see."


(Jay) "And whats that suppose to mean?"


(Bey) "I don't know, take it how you wanna." i said mocking him from what he had said to me.


Things between Jay and I was becoming more intense. It was hard trying to talk to him about something when he's mad. It's like trying to catch air.


(Bey) "Well apparently we're not getting no where." i said standing up to walk out the room. "You can let your self out, i'll be here when you wanna talk."


Jay got up and grabbed Bey's wrist to keep her from walking away. He was feeling bad about going off on her, but he just couldn't control his emotions.


(Jays Thoughts)
I wasn't meaning to snap at Bey, i was just so frustrated. Ever since the night of my birthday shit been going bad. I had Bey mad at me, I had a deal that didn't go through, and now I'm in trouble again with the law. If God was punishing me for something, he was punishing me good.


(Jay) "Bey I'm sorry okay....I....it's just....well"


Jay was all over the place with his words. I could tell he was really bothered and i knew his apology was sincere, but i was still mad and i still wanted to talk about it.


(Jay) "Just sit back down and let's talk, i promise ima try to control my temper."


I submissively turned around and set down on the couch. I then remember me not telling him about the phone call with Tony, so i felt we were even. I still wasn't letting go of the things he said though. I just sat there as he stared at me hard, it was like he was looking into my soul. I tried to gather my thoughts so that i could get my words together and deal with Jay and his rage. 


(Bey) "Well i want to first say I'm not mad anymore about the dancing thing, it just caught me off guard because i wanted to surprise you so  got a little mad."


Jay just sat there concentrating on me and what i was saying.


(Bey) "But i am however mad at the comment you made about me being young, like what was that about? Is that how you really feel?"


(Jay) "No." he said taking a deep breath. "I had a few drinks that night and i was mad because i had really thought you had forgot about me, it was just anger that was building up and i said some things that i shouldn't have said and i apologize for the millionth time."


(Bey) "Okay, i forgive you. But i need you to work on your temper though baby...." i said moving closer to Jay. 


I walked over and sat on his lap and gave him a hug and a kiss.


(Bey) "Will promise me you'll work on it?" i said with my sad puppy dog face.


(Jay) he lets out a soft short laugh "Yea i promise" he said as he kissed me on the cheek.


(Bey) "And Jay let's not fight anymore, okay. I don't like being mad at you."


(Jay) "And i don't like it when your mad at me, you saw how i blew your phone up." he said joking around.


I laughed at his comical remark. 


(Jay) "I almost flew out their on your ass."


(Bey) "Ha, that exactly what mom said" i said cracking up laughing. "She said that same exact thing."


(Jay) "Thats cuz mama Tina know right. I don't be playing around with your ass."


(Bey) laughing "Shut up stupid, come one let's go upstairs."


(Jay) "Fooooooooooor?" he said with a big as grin on his face.


(Bey) gives Jay a seductive look "Well i guess your just gonna have to come in find out now huh?" i said in my sexy voice.


I pulled Jay out of the chair and we headed upstairs. When we got to my room we just sort of acted as if we weren't about to have sex. We both were playing around with each other teasing one another. I couldn't take it much longer, mona was ready to go. I stood in front a Jay as he sat back on the bed. I slowly took off my shirt and slipped off my pants, and stood in front of Jay, with a black lace bra and matching underwear. Jay eyes lit up as he stared at me as i stood in from of him. I stood their biting down on my bottom lip, picturing all what was about to happen.


Jay started kicking off his shoes and taking off his shirts. He laid there on the bed,  halfway sitting up with his pants unbuttoned waiting for my next move. I watched him just as he was watching me. Jay slid his tongue across his top lip and winked at me, giving me a look. I already knew what that meant, but i wasn't ready for that, not just yet.


I slowly crawled on top of Jay with one knee on the bed, and the other placed on the floor between his legs. I took my hand and trailed it down his best to his stomach, following the line his stomach made. When i got down to his pants, i tugged on them a  bit, teasing Jay then slowly slid them off, but he still had some basketball shorts on, plus his boxer's.


(Bey) "Why must yal wear so much clothes." i joked.


(Jay) "Why don't you wear so much clothes" he joked back.


We both shared in laughter. After playing around for a min, i started placing kisses on Jay trailing down from his stomach to his neck. By this time, i was completely on top of Jay. I started sucking and kissing on Jay's neck leaving hickey's and bite marks all over. Jay caressed my ass as we now shared in a long passionate kiss. His lips were so soft and juicy. I jumped when i felt, Jay's finger into inside of me because it was unexpected. I was still on top of him kissing him, as his hands went to work, making me even wetter.


(Jay) "Damn, i got you like this?" he teased, letting out a soft chuckle as he broke from our kiss.


(Bey) "hush up punk" i giggled.


I started sliding down on Jay, trailing my tongue down, to well you know. I had never gave Jay head before this would be the first time, come to think of it i never even did that with Tony's ass. When i pulled out lil jay, Jay set his head up and looked at me as he was shocked. Shit i was shock looking at it. It was so  big and long. I had no idea because i never actually see it unclose like this. This explains why it hurts so much when we have sex, but the pain is tolerable because Jay puts in work.


(Bey) "Hmmm" i said to myself, as i stroked Jay.


Jay set up and looked at me with a grin on his face, with I'm a I'm the shit look on his face.


(Bey) "Wow, i never knew it was so big."


(Jay) "Yea i know....." he said all cocky, but playfully.


I just rolled my eyes at him. I playing around with it, i decided to just go for it. I twisted my hair back and placed it into a bun. After giving it one more look, I started sucking like it was a damn lollipop or something. I must have been doing a good job because Jay instantly became hard and he started kicking his leg up in the air, and was making soft grunting noises. I was trying my best not to laugh but it was just too funny. That shit was weird as hell. I went for a good 5 -7 mins and Jay came about twice, but i didn't swallow that shit, nope not at all. Not bad for my first time though.


When i was done, i slipped off my panties and climbed on top of Jay. I eased down slowly onto Jay as he held me by my hips. I started off in a slow soft paced motion. I wanted to feel it inside of me as i worked. Jay took his hands and slid them up and down my sides as i slowly rode him. He was biting down on his lip and letting out softs moans.


(Jay) "Mmm, thats right......just like that."


After a while i started to pick of the pace, going faster and faster. After about a good 20 minutes, i reached my first climax. And Jay came another 2 times, and so did i. I wasn't done riding Jay though, i wanted to try it something that i saw on a movie one time when a girl turned around on her dude while still riding him. I wasn't sure if i was going to be able to do it, i did and when i did Jay let out a loud "" OH FUCK." He was about to come again and reach his climax. I started going in on Jay working him, giving it everything i got.


After Jay climaxed, i climbed off and rolled over next to him. 


(Jay) "slide back" he said all seductive as he now stood over me.


After sliding back Jay climbed into bed, positioning his head between my legs, with his arms placed under my thighs. He looked up at me, as he sat there between my legs. He had my legs spread so got damn far, i could have tore a muscle. He had a devious smirk on his face. All that meant was i was in for some trouble. 


(Jay) "You ready?" he said in a low sexy voice as he licked his lips.


Mona started cutting up when he did that. The sound of his voice made my body quiver. I lifted up my head and gave Jay a seductive nod and he went in. He softly and slowing slid his tongue all over mona, parting get very which way. He then took his tongue and gently flicked my clit, barely touching it, but enough to cause it to tickle. I instantly started flowing. Jay then started sucking, licking and doing all kinds of shit. I moaned oh so proudly to the pleasure i was receiving. I had forgot al about Solo.


(Bey) "Mmmm............yeeeeeeeeeeeessssss."


After so long i couldn't take no more. I tried to push up off the bed, to scoot up away from him but all he did was wrap his arms around my thighs and grip tighter. I hate he when he does that. It's make it impossible to move. Jay then lifted me up and i was practically on my shoulder and neck, trying to hold myself up, but i there's was no need because Jay had a tight grip.


(Jay) "How that feel?" 


(Bey) whispers "That feels great..............."I said shutting my eyes, taking in the pleasure "aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaah" i moaned out loud "I love you Jaaaaaaaaaaay."


(Jay) chuckles "I love you too."


A few moments later, i was reaching another climax. This one came a lot stronger. After Jay got up and stripped out if his boxer's in his draws. He climbed back into bed, positioning himself between yet another time. Before entering me, Jay started kissing down on my neck placing hickey's all over me now. And then started kissing and sucking on my breast, flicking my nippled with his tongues. He started tugging in them using his mouth, I was loving every minute of it. Once done, he then looked over me and we were eye to eye. He laid on part of his side but still kind of over me and just stared at me and stroked my hair.


(Jay) "Take this bun out" he said to me "I want it down."


I took out my bun and shook my hair so that it would be all loose and free.


(Jay) "Perfect" he said as he looked at me.


Jay then started kissing me and repositioned himself back on top, this time he was preparing to enter. He spreader my legs out with his and once he felt he was ready, he went right in. His powerful thrust, as he entered made me dig my nails into Jay's back and when i did that he went in deeper, causing me to do it again, causing him to go in deeper again, and so it went on. Back and forth we went. But i didn't mind though, the plain was nothing but pleasure. 


Jay started stroking and grinding more aggressively causing my tone to become louder. I was one for taking pain, but i had to express to one way. I tired sucking on my lip to keep from hollering out, but that didn't work. I gripped down on the sheets as i tried to maintain dealing with the pain. It seemed like the longer we went on, the more aggressive Jay became and the more painful it was feeling. I tried to toot up my pelvis but that didn't help at all, it just made Jay's penetration go further than what it already was. I could feel the shit in my stomach.


(Jay) "Aw Fuck..........AW FUCK."


(Bey) "Jay......JAAAAAAAY."


Jay and I were both reaching another climax, but this time together. I wasn't thinking about shit else, but how in love i was with Jay right now. I wasn't even tripping over our fight anymore. He could call me out my a name right now and i would even get mad at him.


(Bey's thoughts)
Shawn was going a bit harder than usual. Ch, who am i kidding, that man was freaking killing my shit. But it felt so good at the same time. I wanted to tell him ease up a bit, but i didnt want to mess up his flow. I decided i was going to take it, i wanted to show him i could handle it.


(Jay's thoughts)
I don't know what it was about today, but Bey had me really going in today. I mean sex with Beyonce is always but it never nothing like this. I feel so high off life right now. This was exactly what i needed to release i the frustration i've been harboring. Im shocked that Bey is handling all that I'm giving her. Thats why i love her though.


We finally reached our climax and i came a couple of more times, as did Jay. Once we were done, he laid there on top of me with his boy pressed down against me and he was still plated inside of me. We both laid there trying to catch our breath, both panting and gasping for air.


(Jay) "Got damn girl, i swear i love your puss puss."


(Bey) chukles "And my puss puss love's you." i said all flirtatious.


(Jay) "You better stop, for you get me back started." he said "Im just about ready for another round."


It was awkward talking to Jay as he laid on me, still inside of me.


(Bey) laughs "What ever old man, you aint got it in you.......but uuuuuuuh could you atleast pull out if your going to be talking to me like this."


(Jay) "What?! OLD MAN?? I got your old man."


And with that being said, Jay started going in again. 


(Bey)  "Fuck Jay, i was just playing with your oversensitive ass." i teased.


(Jay) "Oh now you wanna cry and complain" he teased back "But i got something for that." he said.


Before i knew it Jay was flipping me over. He had my face buried down in the pillow as i moaned and groaned out loud. If Solo didn't hear us before she mist definitely heard us now. I tried biting down on the pillow but hell that shit was no use, the whole damn neighborhood could hear me.


(Bey) "Uh.....uh...uh" i said panting "ease up Jay."


(Jay) "Oh now you want me to ease up" he said all mockingly. "Nope, i wanna hear you beg."


(Bey) "I........am........not......about......to........beg.....you." i said not fully able to make a normal sentence.


(Jay) completely ignores Bey "Shit.......Mmmmmmm.......got damn."


(Bey) "Jay please, ease up."


(Jay) "What happen to you not gonna beg."


(Bey) "Shut the fuck up." i said a little pissed, but not really though. Just at Jay always talking shit.


(Jay) "What you say to me?" he said as he pulled my hair. He tried to make his voice sound all tough, so that i would be threatened. And i hope he know that pulling on my hair is just turning me on.


(Bey) bites her lips "Mmmm.......fuck yea." i said as he pulled my hair.


(Jay) "Yea, thats what i thought."


I didn't even say anything else. I just rolled my eyes and took it. Jay kissed me up my back as he finished up. We went for about another 30 mins. Once we were done, Jay fell out on the side of me. I laid there staring at the ceiling while Jay just stared at me.


(Bey) "What are you looking at?" i playfully said.


(Jay) "Your beautiful ass." he said all flirtatious, pulling Bey in closer to him. 


(Bey) giggles and gives Jay a soft hit "Well i am a model." i joked.


(Jay) playfully pushes Bey "Oh get away from me." he joked back.


(Bey) "Im kidding....Im kidding."


(Jay) "Yea i know you are." he said chuckling.


I sat there staring at Jay for a minute, thinking about the past couple of months we shared. I never knew i could fall in love with someone in such a short period of time. Being with Jay i just feel like I'm on top of the world. So what we had a fight. We both said some things we didn't mean, but that behind us. I don't like fighting with Jay, this is something I never want to experience again. I know it want be easy, but i know we could make it work.


(Bey) "Jay......." i said in a low serious tone.


(Jay) looks up at Bey "Yes...." he said as he brushed the side of my face.


(Bey) "I don't like fighting with you, that whole week after that i was feeling miserable and bitter and i was missing you like crazy, despite how mad i was."


(Jay) "I know Bey, i know. I was sick ass hell too that whole week. I honestly didn't think we were ever going to make up."


(Bey) "Well it's behind us now and I'm glad we made up. Lets just put it behind us........"


(Jay) "It's behind us. And I promise i'll never put you through anything like that again."


(Bey) "And Jay....."


(Jay) "Whats up?"


(Bey) "Lets not fight anymore."


(Jay) lets out a light chuckle "Okay." he said smiling


I rolled over to Jay and kissed him, then i got up to go use the bathroom. All i heard through the bathroom was Jay yelling "Im glad you didn't pee while we were having sex." I swear at times, i can't take him, he always being so damn sarcastic it's ridiculous. Even after being serious. I didn't even say anything back i just used the bathroom and prepared myself for a shower. 


I knew it wasn't going to be long before Jay came barging in the bathroom from the sound of the water running. He is like a fucking hound dog. He'll have sex any chance he gets. Ol wanna be horny all the time ass. I wasn't even in the shower 5 mins when Jay came opening the shower door. I just gave him that look like REALLY? I just can't catch a break. So again we did it for the 3rd time this morning, shit i think we broke a record. After the shower Jay went on took a nap. He and I were both off today, so we were going to use it to rest. 


I headed downstairs to fix me something to eat. All that fucking made me work up an appetite. I checked my phone of the time and it read 2:17. I can't believe we've been up there all that time having sex. Thats almost six hrs. The most i've ever went was 3. When i got done stairs i started smelling the aroma of food. I walked into the kitchen and there Solo was cooking up something good. She had her head phones in and i laughed because she probably put them him to block me and Jay out.


(Bey) "Oooh right now time." i said.


Solo pulled out her headphones when she noticed i was standing in the kitchen. She had a awkward smirk on her face. I already knew what she was thinking about, i just burst out in laughter.


(Bey) "Why you got the head phones in Solo?" i asked, already knowing the answer.


(Solo) "Why do you think?" she said all sarcastically.


(Bey) laughing "We were that loud?"


(Solo) "No honey, you were that loud." she said letting out a laugh. "Im walking out my room down the stairs, all i hear and a lot of commotion and you screaming and shit, I'm like damn Jay met be tearing Bey shit up." she said still laughing.


I put my hands over my face and started laughing. I was so embarrassed, i can't believe she heard everything. Stupid ass Jay. He plays too much. 


(Bey) "Oh woooooow. But i aint even tripping about it though, it aint like you aint having sex." i shot back, trying to take the attention off of me.


(Solo) "But where not talking about me, where talking about you missy."


(Bey) "So tell me this, is Daniel any good, i mean is he well you know."


(Solo) "Omg Beeeeeeeeey."


Her face became red from being put on the spot.


(Bey) "Aw what, you don't want to talk about it with your sissy?"


(Solo) "Eww no, thats so awkward."


(Bey) "Fine then, don't ask me about me and Jay then." i joked.


(Solo) laughs "I want."


Solo and I set in the kitchen, talking, laughing, playing until she was done cooking. She made some juicy turkey burger's with bacon, and a side of fries. Im glad having my Solo here because i don't cook. Shit i can't cook. I dont even know why i even buy food.


We went into the living room and watched our soaps, General Hospital and One Life to live. Those were our favorite ones. In the midst of us eating and watching tv, Jay woke up and came downstairs and ate. Solo cracked jokes on him about hearing us have sex. He sat and laughed with us, ate, briefly watched tv with us until he received a call and had to leave. Solo and I pretty much spent the rest of the day at the house. After coming back from a exhausting 2 week business trip, and making up with Jay. A good day of relaxation was all i needed.






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