Chp 34 Where it sll began

Re-Cap: Bey and Sanaa are growing close, Jay and Bey are going stronger than ever, and Jay has a small encouter with a new woman, Alicia.

(Chapter Mood Introduction)
The next morning, after Jay and I left, me, Solo, and Angie headed out to Houston. It was just around noon, we have been chilling out at my mom's house all day. A little after we touched down, we went and paid a visit to Tony's aunt Shirl. I also havent spoken to Tony since i had left. I wasnt even sure if he was coming. But i was hoping he was so that i would know he was okay. It's also strange because i havent spoken with Kelly in a minute. I even tried calling her a few times to let her know i was coming just in case she might had wanted to come along. But i never got a response. I was hoping things were alright with her, i was also hoping things was alright between her and Nelly.
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It was mid-day, i was becoming a little hot and agitated after sitting in the house all day. Solo and Angie had just gone off to reconnect with their old friends. My dad was still at work, he hasnt been home yet. And my mom was off running errands. I was sitting on the couch waiting for Jay to call back, because we had got interupted because he was called to do an interview. I was becoming board, so i decided to get up and get out. I grabbed the keys to my dad's truck and rode around  Houston for a little bit. And as i drove around i was just reliving in the moments, that i had hear. I dang near fell out laughing while driving when i passed the Jack-n-the-Box that i had my first kiss in front of. I was only 13, what the hell was i doing kissing boys.

I passed by Solange's elementary school, where i remeber kelly, myself, and our other friends had went up there and intimidated the boy who was bullying her. We were so bad. There were so many memoried from when i peirced both my ears from top to bottom then stuck a magnet in my nise so i wouldnt get in trouble, when my mom smacked the crap out of me because i was trying to be too cute, and when i had snuck and got a tattoo. It was just so many memories that came to mind as i was passing through my city.

Then as i was paasing down the street to get back on the the main road, to go down by the mall, i saw my two old friends Rashida and Nikki, was up the strip. I immediately pulled on them and got out. 

(Bey) "Whats up RaRa and KiKi?" i said as i joyfully approached them.

(Rashida and Nikki) "OMG BEEEYYYYYY!!!!" they said as they ran up to me.

We all stood their hugging each other and jumping up and down and all around.

(Rashida) "Girl i havent seen you since you left, whats its been...like 3 years huh?"

(Bey) "Yea and i know."

(Nikki) "You looking good though, im so proud of you." she said giving me another hug.

(Bey) "Aw thank you...so how yal been?

(Nikki) "Girl you know us, still hitting the clubs." she said joking yet serious.

(Bey) laughs "You are still crazy."

(Rashida) "Try living with her." she teased.

We all shared in laughter.

(Bey) noticing their bags "Yal must be coming from the Galleria?" i assumed.

(Rashida) "Girl, yea. I always park up the street because that parking is ridiculous."

(Bey) "Dang still?

(Rashida) "I know right."

(Nikki) "So where you coming from miss thing?"

(Bey) "My parents house, i was getting bored."

(Nikki) "Where's your mom and everybody?"

(Bey) "Well my dad is work, my mom is off doing whatever, and Solo and Angie is off reuniting with people."

(Nikki) "Oh okay."

(Rashida) "Well how long are you in town for?"

(Bey) "Just for a couple days, you know Tony's dad died."

(Rashida) "Oh yea, thats rights....so are you two still together?"

I already knew that was coming.

(Bey) "No..things just didnt work out."

(Rashida) "Yea i understand."

(Nikki) "So does that mean, i can have him." she joked.

(Rashida) "Girl you been wantint him since we were little and even after all these years you still do.. shakes her head "...Thats just sad." she teased.

(Nikki) "Oh hush."

(Bey) laughing "Yal should just go ahead and get married already." i teased

(Rashida and Nikki) laughs

(Nikki) "Hey what are you doing tonight?"

(Bey) "I dont have anything planned. why whats up?"

(Nikki) "Do you and Angie wanna come out with us tonight to The Spot and chop it up like old times?"

(Bey) "Yea, its not like i had anything planned. And it's not too often i get to hang out with my girls."

(Nikki) "Alright cool...so we'll meet up later then?"

(Bey) "Yea..."

(Rashida) "So we'll see you later boobie..." rashida said as she hugged me "...you know i gotta get home and pick me something fly out."

(Nikki) "Right, why you always end up taking forever."

(Bey) "Alright KiKi...." i said as i hugged her "...i'll catch yal ladies later."

I gave my number to Nikki, so she could text me when they were ready. After leaving from my little run in with the girls, i headed back home. I was excited about going out with the girls, i couldn't wait to meet back up with them. When i got home, i seen my dad's car in the driveway. I haven't seen him since the last time we were suppose to have lunch, so things are still a wee bit shaky. 

I walked in looking around, i droppee the keys on the key rack and proceeded on through the house. I made it to the foyer, we he popped up in front of me. I was still just a little mad at him.

(Mr. Knowles) "So your still not speaking with me?"

(Bey) just looks away and doesn't say anything.

(Mr. Knowles) "So thats how its gonna be?"

(Bey) "Na, buts thats how you making it." i mumbled.

I was referring to the way he's been treating Jay.

(Mr. Knowles) "All I'm saying Beyoncé..." he said as he just cut right in "...A few months ago you had your life all planned out for you. You were gonna be  married to Tony, And you were gonna take that deal with BR, you and Tony were gonna start a family, and now this random guy by the name of Jizzy shows up and now your on a different leaf?!"

I honestly didn't hear a word my dad was saying up until the JIZZY part, I started laughing when he called him that.

(Bey) "It's Jay, dad......." i said cutting in the tease him.

(Mr. Knowles) "WHO EVER..." he said getting all mad "...All I'm sayin--"

(Bey) "No! All I'm saying..." i angrily cutted in, he was making me mad "...Until you get to know him DONT say shit else to me, Your always so damn judgmental....and hypocritical, did you forget where you came from." I snapped and walked away full of rage.

My dad was standing there speechless. I have never talked too him like that, i don't know what came over me. I just know i got real mad. I went upstairs to my old room, and just laid out on the bed. I wasn't even crying or anything. I actually felt relieved i had said something to him. I stayed in their until i dosed off. Then a hour or two later i was being awoken by my mom.


(Ms. Tina) "Hey baby, i was just coming to check on you, you alright?" she said as she began to sit down on the bed.

(Bey) starts rolling over to sit up. "Hey ma..." i said as i rubbed my eyes.

(Ms. Tina) "How you feeling honey?"

(Bey) now sitting up "Im feeling alright ma..."

(Ms. Tina) "Oh okay........Well your father told me about what happened and what you said." she said she sound like she was a bit amused.

(Bey) "I knew he probably would..."

(Ms. Tina) "Now Beyoncé you know your father is sensitive..." she said letting out a light chuckle "...he doesn't mean no harm, he just wants whats best for you."

(Bey) "If thats so, then he should see that i already got whats best for me!" i exclaimed.

(Ms. Tina) "I know sweetie, it's just you know how your father feels about you thats all....but i also know how you feel about Jay. I just want you two to be able to work things out, you know how i feel about all this."

(Bey) "I know ma, but it's just gonna have to be when I'm ready, and when I'm willing right now, cuz i need time to simmer."

(Ms. Tina) "Alright, thats understandable........" she said as she got up "....im just glad your okay,.....oh and I'm cooking gumbo tonight, with some corn bread and cabbage, if you want some."

My mama just had to be a tease, she know i aint have no homemade good ol, texas food in a while.

(Bey) "Now ma......you know I'm gonna want some." i said as we broke out laughing.

(Ms. Tina) "Okay, it will be ready in like a hr." she said as she walked out.

(Bey) "Alright."

After my mom left, i went and checked my phone remembering i haven't spoken to Jay all day. And i had a couple of missed calls and text, from him, and Kelly. I called Jay first.

***(Phone Convo)

BEY:  "Hey, whats up?"

JAY:   "Whats up with me, whats up with you? What you been doing all day?"

BEY:  "Oh, i had went to visit Tony's people, then i went for a ride and met up with some old friends, and I'm just waking up from a nap........anything else you wanna know?!" i said with a little attitude.

JAY:  "Aye chill, and whats wrong with you?"

BEY:  "Im sorry, I'm not meaning to snap on you.....i'm just still irritated about my dad."

JAY:  "It's cool, so what yal got into it or something?"

BEY:  "Yea, something like that?"

JAY:   "Oh yea, what about?"

BEY:  "You already know......"

JAY:   "Look B, i know how you feel, you don't want to be in the middle.....But i don't want you beefing out with your Pops either."

BEY:   "But Jay you know that shit is bold....."

JAY:   "Well it is what it is, i aint tripping because regardless of the fact we still gonna be together......i aint for no kissing ass shit."

BEY:  "He's just gonna have to accept it or leave it alone......cuz I'm done."

JAY:  "Lets not even talk about that no more, cuz thats not even why i called."

BEY:  "Well why did you call poppa?"

JAY:  "Because i missed you BB, you know why." he said in his trying to be cute voice.

BEY: chuckles "I miss you too...these 2wks are going to kill me."

JAY:  "Yea me too......so where's your mom." he said completely changing the subject.

BEY: "She's in the kitchen, cooking.....she about to whip up some gumbo."

JAY: "Oh shit, so you about to chow down huh?"

BEY: "Yup and she making cornbread and cabbage too...so you----"

JAY: "Damn moms hooking it up...." he said chuckling "...thats right ma, thicken her up." he shouted through the phone as if my mom can hear him.

BEY:  laughing "You are silly."

JAY: "Yea, cuz i need a little something extra to grab on too cuz you aint giving me shit." he teased.

BEY:  "Shut up stupid." i said still laughing. 

JAY: "Hahaha but I'm serious though....."

BEY: "I know you are thats why it's so funny." 

JAY: "........So ima see you in 2 wks?"

BEY: "You know it."

JAY:  "Alright cool....."

BEY: "Well I'm about to go get washed up and ready for dinner, i'll call you later."

JAY:  "Alright, i love you."

BEY: "I love you too."

After getting off the phone with Jay, i went into the bathroom to freshen up. Nothing major like take a shower or anything, but wash my face and hands. After that i went down into the kitchen and waited for my mom to finish cooking. But the time dinner was ready, Solo and Angie had already been back. Dinner was tense, well mostly because me and my dad. He didn't even make eye contact with me. After dinner was over, me, Solo, and Angie helped my mom in the kitchen. In the mean time, i asked Angie about hanging out with her tonight, but she said she was too tired, so she was going to call it a night. 

I had received a text from Nikki telling me to meet them at Lou's, cuz we were going to stop and have drinks before we got to the Spot. I went and showered and did my normal routine. I put on the dress Jay bought me and and fixed my hair. The dress was red with sequence, that had a high split, and it showed my cleavage a little. I put on some red lipstick and a bit a blush and eye shadow, then check myself out to see if i looked alright. I looked damn good. I grabbed the keys to my mom's Lexus and headed out. It was half past 9.

I puled up to Lou's around 9:45, i had recieved a text from Nikki, saying they we're going to be here i  20 mins, Rashida had broke her heel. I decided to go inside and wait for them. When i walked in, it was like all eyes were on me...I wasn't worried about a thing because the place was filled with a lot of officers. I made my way to an empty table and just as i was about to sit down here comes this guy walking up, but he was in a cop uniform.

(The guy) ''Well, well, well.....look what the wind blew in.''

I looked again at the guy who was approaching me and saw that it was somebody i knew.

(Bey) "Omg, Derek?....." i said getting up as he approached "...How have you been?" i asked, giving him a hug.

Derek was Kelly's ex-boyfriend.

(Derek) "I bee alright...I been married for 2 years, and my wife and I are expecting a little girl."

(Bey) "Really? Thats good....im so happy for you." i said giving him another hug.

(Derek) "So how have you been? Are you and Tony still going strong?"

(Bey) "No....we just got older and found out things weren't like they seemed."

(Derek) "Yea, thats how it was with Kelly and I....but it is what it is....So how is she by the way? Do you guys still hang?"

(Bey) "You know we do, and she's doing alright. She's actually just finish up with her tour."

(Derek) "Oh thats good. And what was the other girl?"

(Bey) "Angie?"

(Derek) "No, i know who she is...uhm i think her name was Mi..Mi...M--"

(Bey) "Ohhh Michelle."

(Derek) "Yea Michelle."

(Bey) "Thats still my girl. She actually doing gospel and broadway music now...."

(Derek) "Man look at yal, doing what yal all said yal was going to do."

(Bey) "And look at you Mr. Officer.......didnt thats what you always wanted to be."

(Derek) "You know it...... "

Then out of nowhere here comes loud mouth Rashida and Crazy Nikki.

(Derek) "Oh lord, here comes frick and frack..." he teased "...Alright Bey, i'll catch you later."

(Bey) "Okay, Derek it was nice seeing you."

(Derek) "You too." he said as he walked away.

By this time i was sitting at the bar, when RaRa and KiKi walked up.

(RaRa) "Did you order yet?"

(Bey) "No not yet."

(RaRa) "Then what you waiting on?..." she said "...Lou give us the usual and and extra for my girl please."

(Lou) "You got it baby girl."

(RaRa) "Well don't you look HOT!!!" she said talking to me.

(Bey) "Thanks. And look at you....im digging that skirt miss thing."

(RaRa) chuckles "Well you know...."

(Lou) "Here you are Ladies and this one is on me." he said as he handed us our drinks.

(US) "Thanks Lou...."

We sat at the bar drinking for about a good 30 mins, we had every guy in their on our heads and buying us drinks. I was loving it though because nobody really knew who i was, so everything was just chilled, and i was able to relax and and enjoy my night. So i thought.

I must have spoke too soon because in walks Victoria and her ratchet crew. She was still hanging with those 2 messy girls, Tonya and Brandy....i couldn't stand none of them back and not even now. Rashida and Nikki both looked at me when she walked in. They always knew Victoria had a problem with me but they never knew why.

(RaRa) "I wish this bitch would come up in here and try to start some mess, cuz honey.....i been ready for bitch to jump stupid."

(Bey) "Ch...aint nobody stuntin her...." I said turning back around in my seat. "...Lou let me get another one."

(KiKi) "make that 3."

(Bey) "Oh and Lou...." i said handing him a bill "....said a bottle of one of your best over to that table over there..."  i said pinging to Victoria's table "Because we celebrating tonight." i said as i finished off my drink.

(RaRa and KiKi) "Whhhoooo, i know that right." she said as we held up our glasses, drawing attention to ourselves. 

I don't know what it was, but seeing Victoria face to face in person, after all these years and all that had happened really had me feeling some type of way. And it wasn't so much anything that had to do with Tony, it was on a more personal level. It was just the principle of things and her vibe and the way she rocked, that i couldn't deal with. 

We sat and sipped on our drinks as we watched Lou take the bottle of to Vitoria's table. When she looked up and saw me, you could have sworn she seen a ghost. She hesitated from getting up for a minute, but when she did i just knew it was about to go down after that. She got up and tweedle-dee and twiddle-dum, followed right behind her. I set my drink down as she approached, because i was ready to let her have it.

(Victoria) "Hey Bey, long time no see....."

(Bey) "Ch....Bey?..." i asked sarcastically to myself "...We aint friends, only my people I'm fuck with call me that...."

(RaRa) "And that aint you boo...." Rahsida butted in.

(Victoria) "Oh don't tell me your still mad....."

(Bey) "Mad? For what? You see how I'm living........." i said all cocky.

(Nikki) "And what you doing, still tryna fuck your way to the top. huh"

(Tweedle-dee) "Oh hell no.....Vicky i know you aint gonna let her talk to you like that."

(Vicky) "It's cool T, just asks her why is it that her DADDY love me so much?"

(Bey) "You can't possibly THINK that. My daddy want even fuck you with his eyes. You sleazy BITCH...."

She didn't even have anything to say, she just stood there looking dumb.

(Bey) "My point exactly, i aint got time to be sitting here wasting it on you.....so go about your business, have a nice life, Oh and here have a drink on me." i said as a poured my drink on her.

And after that, hair, drinks, shoes, and clothes was flying everywhere. Just as i poured my drink on her, Rashida let loose. But it was me and Victoria who ended up really going at it. I had so much anger in me from all sorts of things and i was letting it out on her. Derek immediately rushed over to break it up. When he pulled me off of her, i had hand full of Victoria's hair in my hand. 

I got outside, and Rashida and Nikki followed right behind with my things. Derek set out in the parking lot trying to calm me down, but i was just to amp. If i wasn't going to Jail then i was going back in there for her.

(Derek) "Bey, you have to calm down..." he yelled. "...I don't want to have to take you to jail."

(Bey) "Ok, ok, I'm calm." i said, remembering the funeral is tomorrow and how i really didn't want to spend a night in jail.

(Derek) "Hey Rashida, yal go ahead and get out of here before things get worst....I don't want to see yal in no trouble."

(Rashida) "Alright" grabs Bey "come on Bey, get in the car...we about to go.....Nikki follow behind us."

We all got in the call and left. I had forgot that we didn't show up together. I had Rashida drive because i was too worked up to drive. We headed back to Rashida's place where talked about what happened and re-freshened up. There was alcohol spilled all over my dress from drinks being thrown, and i had a little rip in it. I was mad because i still wanted to go out, i wasn't going to let her think she ruined my night. I know i probably shouldn't have fought her, but the bitch needed her ass whooped. Rashida gave me a dress to put on, since she and i were like the same size. I re-did my hair. And we headed out to the spot like we originally planned.

When i got to the spot, I was trying to get past the fact i had just fought. I was hoping that things were going to be like how they were at Lou's cool, calm, and relaxing, but it was the total opposite. We weren't in there all but 15 mins when people started noticing who i was. We had our own little VIP section and security, on top of that we just walked right in we didn't have to wait, and the 3 of us was turning it out at the Spot.

Houston is a pretty big city, but tonight it was seeming kind of small. Because in walks Andre Wallace. Last time i heard go him he was trying to become a rapper. He had him a nice little crowd of people,  and his entourage was blinded out. I haven't seen Dre since high school. He and Tony were once best friends, but once Dre and i started getting close Tony cut him off and they stopped being friends. I couldn't help but stare at him when he came in, I was very impressed with how much he has grown and developed.

(Nikki) "Oh shit...there's Dre." she said getting up "Im gonna go over there and hills at him." she said as she walked off.

(Bey) "Look at this little flush..." She said as she playfully joked about Nikki.

Rashida and i were sitting over there talking, when Nikki walked back over with Dre.

(Dre) "What you doing in my neck of the woods?..." he joked as he made it way over to me "...Hey Rashida, still looking good girl."

(RaRa) "I know i am..." she joked.

(Bey) "Boy.....this my city....you just live in it." i said laughing.

(Dre) pulling me up to hug him "How you doing girl? It's been a while."

(Bey) hugging him back "Im doing good. How have you been?" 

(Dre) "You know me......working hard playing hard."

(Bey) "I hear that."

(RaRa) "Well I'm about to go order us another round, come on Nikki come with me."

(Bey) "Ok."

After Rashida and Nikki left, i started feeling nervous. The way Dre was looking at me was that same look he use to give me back in the day. See he had always liked me,  but because i was with Tony he sort of backed off and him and I became good friends. 

(Dre) "I be seeing you in those magazines....i be telling the boys around the block, how i use to have a crush on you back in the day......" he said trying to be all flirty "...and i still do."

(Bey) i chuckled at him saying that, because i wasn't expecting that. "Well I'm flattered, but I'm actually seeing somebody......."

(Dre) "Tony, i didn't think you too would even last."

(Bey) laughing again "Nooo, this other guy....but we're kind of low-key you know."

(Dre) "Oh. And yea i understand."

Then the was a brief awkward silence.

(Bey) "So you rap now?"

(Dre) "Yup....."

(Bey) "How's that working out?"

(Dre) "It's going good, after 2 years i finally got me a deal."

(Bey) "With who?" i asked a little curious, i remember Jay said he had a few new artist he was producing.

(Dre) "Slim thug, of course....you know i gotta keep it in the family."

(Bey) "Oh okay."

Rashida and Nikki comes back with the drinks.

(Dre) "Well I'ma let you ladies, finish enjoying your night....but it was nice seeing you Beyoncé." he said hugging me.

(Bey) "Yea you too, and good luck with music and everything."

(Dre) "Thanks and good luck on your relationship, i wish you the best."

(Bey) "Thanks."

After Dre left, we chopped it up the rest of the night, Drinking, laughing, talking, dancing, and just having a good time. I was thinking a lot about Kelly though because i was hoping she would have came. I have to make sure i see her as soon as i get back to NY. I didn't stay out as late as i normally would, i probably got home like around 2. I must have still been tired from that morning flight or something. Everyone was long sleep by the time i got home.  I went upstairs and climbed into bed then dosed off.




PART TWO

I was so tired and hung over the next morning. I had completely forgot that the funeral was today, and it was an early service too. My mother was downstairs cooking breakfast while everyone was up and getting ready. I was the last person to get up. I forced myself out of bed, popped a couple advils and got in the shower. When i got out, Angie was in my room asking if i had a hair clip. We got to talking and she was asking me about last night and i had told her what happened. Then she got bad because she said she should have came. We laughed and joked until i was finished getting ready then we went downstairs and ate. 

My dad and I still weren't speaking. Neither one of us greeted each other. After breakfast was over we headed on over to the church, and met up with some of Tony's family. I still didn't see Tony though, i was hoping he'd show, but then again i could understand if he didn't. We sat around until the service started. Tony showed up just in time.....right when everyone was seating. He and i sat next to each other through the service, i knew he was going to need comfort. Then out of all people you would never guess who showed up........VICTORIA. 

My skinned crawled, when i received the text from Angie saying that she was here, and when i turned around and saw her walking through the door. You could see her scratches and scars from last night, of course me, i went untouched. I didn't how she was going to react or what her purpose was for even coming, but all i knew she better not pick the today to try to start anything or things will be worst than last night. 

After she saw me, she didn't even make any other contact with me. She just sat her ass down and went on about her business. The ceremony went on leaving everybody emotional, especially when Tony's aunt Shirl got up to sing. I held on to Tony's hands as he broke out crying....i was really feeling for him.

                                       

After the service we went over Tony's Aunt Shirl's house to have lunch or dinner or what ever you want to call it. All i knew food was going to be involved. This time it was no sign of Victoria. I was so relieved. I spoke with Tony to check up on him. He began to thank for how good i was to him and that he didn't deserve to have me as a friend. But of course i didn't want him to pity himself so i cheered him up and talk some good sense into him. He told me how he had decided to move back to Houston, with his Aunt Shirl, since she was really all he had left. I was very happy that he was coming to crisp with everything.

After talking we ate, and spoke a few words to Tony's Aunt and left. I went home exhausted as ever. I just went straight upstairs and got in the bed. The minute i my head touched the pillow...RING RING RING..., it was Jay calling.

(Bey) lets out a deep sigh "Hello...." i said very dryly.

(Jay) "Damn whats wrong with you?"

(Bey) "Nothing I'm just tired thats all...." i said changing my mood of attitude.

(Jay) "Na, something wrong with you....you snapped on me 2 times when talking on the phone with you...i mean whats up i thought we was good."

(Bey) "I know baby..." i said completely full of energy "...I really am just tired i had a long night thats all."

(Jay) "Long night, what did you do?" he ask all curious, but was really being noisy!

(Bey) "I got into a fight."

Jay was have thought i was telling him a joke because his ass just burst out into laughter.

(Bey) "Whats so funny?" i asked.

(Jay) "You talking about you got into a fight." he said still kind of laughing.

(Bey) "No Jay I'm serious, i got into a fight....." i said with a more believable tone.

(Jay) "Shut up baby...you really got into a fight?"

(Bey) "Yes,  JAY." i practically yelled.

(Jay) "Did you win?"

He couldn't be serious right now, asking that?

(Bey) "What you think?.....Of course i did."

(Jay) "Aw shit, somebody been getting a little dirty down in the dirty dirty, huh..." he said making jokes. I was actually beginning to get annoyed.

(Bey) "Well I'm glad you think this a joke, why I'm sitting up here trying to be serious with you. You didn't even ask if i was okay."

(Jay) "Ok, ok, ok I'm sorry..." he said trying to restrain from laughing "...Were you bleeding?"

(Bey) "No."

(Jay) "Do you have any scratches, knots, or bruises? Did you lose some of you hair?" he went on.

(Bey) "NO, NO, NO and really Jay?"

(Jay) chuckling "What you said no, so that mean you good....damn chill for a min."

I took in a deep breath to calm myself.

(Bey) "You are just...ugh." i said with playful frustration.

(Jay) "Ha, but you love me though......"

(Bey) "Damn right i do...!"

(Jay) "I know it, and I love you too."

(Bey) "And DAMN right i know that..." i said letting out a laugh.

(Jay) laughs "Baby it's only been 1 day and i'm missing you like crazy?"

(Bey) "I know, thats cuz i puts it down so good." i teased.

(Jay) "Girl make me catch a flight to Houston...."

(Bey) "Shit i aint stopping you...." i said as both started laughing.

(Jay) "You know you can't keep playing with me like that......you got me going puss puss cray!"

(Bey) starts laughing "Hahaha What the fuck is cray Jay?"

(Jay) "The shit you do to me..."

(Bey) "Ok now, stop for you get me going over here."

(Jay) "Oh so now you don't wanna play, you backing down huh..." he teased "...I back you aint back down to that girl when you was whooping ass last night." starts laughing.

(Bey) falls out laughing "Hush fool....And Nooo I'm not."

(Jay) "You are something else you know that!"

(Bey) "I'm suuuuuuuuuure am." i said in my cute voice.

(Jay) "You know what let me get up off of this damn phone, for have me on some other shit...."

(Bey) "Oh who backing down now, huh?" i mocked.

(Jay) "Na, thats cuz i gotta go do sound check...."

(Bey) "Na, Na niiigga don't make excuses now." i teased.

(Jay) ctfu "hahaha oh I'm yo nigga now...." laughs hard "...i aint never hear you talk like this, first the fight, now you talking tough, you about to have me really in a plane." he said finding the way i was talking, amusing.

(Bey) "You know what, bye punk. Go do sound check, and call me after the show."

(Jay) "Alright, love you."

(Bey) "Love you too babe." i said then hung up.

I sat in bed, for a while until i decided to change my clothes. Then after i started feeling hungry. Its been a few hours since i ate so, i was gonna go get some gumbo and corn read from last night. I went downstairs only to find that it was just me in my mom who was at home. Damn i must have been on the phone for a long time.

She was in the kitchen as always, she was cooking up some wing dings, with homemade waffle fries, that i couldn't wait to eat. YUM! 

(Bey) "Hey mama dukes...." i said walking in the kitchen.

(Ms. Tina) "Hey baby dukes..." she said giggling. It's so funny when my mom is trying to be hood "...You know I'm cooking right?" she said noticing me in the refrigerator.

(Bey) "Yea, i know...." i said as i began the grab things out.

(Ms. Tina) "Weeell alright..." she dramatically expressed, which meant she was insinuating something, but i ignored it because i aint have time to deal, i was too hungry.

(Bey) "Where's Solo and Ang?" i asked preparing my food.

(Ms. Tina) just cooking away "Solange is over Daniel's and Ang went out with Carlos...."

(Bey) "Oh okay. Well where is daddy?"

(Ms. Tina) "Oh so yal made up?"

(Bey) "No. I was just wondering where he was?"

(Ms. Tina) "Oh well he said he had some work to do at the office, so thats probably where he is."

(Bey) "Probably?"

(Ms. Tina) "Yea probably, why whats wrong?"

(Bey) "Na, nothing...." i said putting the things back from making my  food "...You just said it like you was unsure or something."

(Ms. Tina) "Well why wouldn't i be, i know your father is at work." she said trying to cover up for what she said.

(Bey) "Okay moooom..." i said as i started heading back up stairs "...Im finna a head back upstairs." 

(Ms. Tina) "Okay, dinner win be ready in an hr."

It always is, i thought to myself as i walked away.

I was mad as hell when i got back upstairs, because fooling around with my mom i forgot to heat up my damn food, and i was not about to walk back downstairs. I just blessed my food and ate it as normal. About and hour later food was done, and Solo was setting the table. I came downstairs bringing my dish from earlier to put in the kitchen, then after that i went and set at the table. Was Solo was done setting the table Angie and my mom brought the food out. We waited 15 minutes for my dad to show up, but he never showed up until after dinner. I knew my mom was pissed, because i know i was.

After dinner, Solo, Angie, and myself all stayed downstairs to clean up and then watch  movie afterwards. Throughout the movie Solo and Angie, had left to go to bed, leaving me to watch this scary ass Texas Chainsaw Massacre movie by myself, when they both know I'm scared as hell. I eventually fell asleep on it though, i was laid out in the couch.

I don't know how long i was sleep because it couldn't have been long, because all i know i was waking up to my mom and dad arguing. All i heard was loud talk from upstairs. Out of all my years of living, i have never once heard my mom or dad argue like the way they are doing now, or even get to the point where they arguing, let alone yell at each other. I was completely shocked and confused.

I crept upstairs to get a better listen, and understanding of what they were talking about. It seemed my dad had came home reeking of alcohol, and lied about being at work. I rushed back down the stairs and hid behind the wall of the stairwell, as my down stormed out of the room, down the stairs, and out the front door. I didn't know what to think nor how to react, especially when i heard my mother crying from her room. I slowly walked up the stairs to her room, contemplating on rather or not i should go in. But it wasn't until i pushed the door to her room open, and saw her sitting on the bed crying with her face buried into her hands, instantly i started crying. 





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