CHP 38 Where it All Began

RE-CAP: Bey gives back Jay's ring. Jay cheats on Bey. And Bey and Idris are becoming close. Bey also finds out she pregnant.

(Chapter Mood Introduction)
Its been past a couple of weeks, Bey is coming home tonight. She is planning on resolving her and Jay's issues, meanwhile she knows nothing about Jay cheating. Jay also knows nothing about Bey's "new friend" Idris. Sinaa and Morris are building towards a relationship and with Kelly and her dude things are becoming extreme.

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(Jay's POV)
It was late and i was at the office going over some paper work. And i couldn't stop thinking about Bey's arrival, especially knowing that i've been messing around with Shelly for the past few weeks. And i know when Bey finds out she's going to flip. And as much as i try to break things off with Shelly it's just so hard, she's really been so good to me for the past 3 months. And no sooner as i began to think about her, she came strolling into my office.

She came into my office rambling on, breaking down my itinerary, informing me on a lot of business related issues. As much as i tried to focus in her what she was telling me, my mind was just so wrapped into my thoughts that i really couldn't. She must have sensed something was wrong because she stopped talking for a minute.

(Shelly) "I can't wait until they are all done with renovation, so i want have to be cooped up all in that lobby all day..." she said trying to lighten up the mood, as if that could make me feel better.

I didn't say anything i just looked at her, pretending to be amused. She stepped further into the office, pushing he door closed behind her, making her way over to my desk.

(Shelly) "Are you okay?" she asked , rubbing my arm for comfort.

(Jay) "I just got a lot on my mind..." i said beginning to sit back in the chair. Shelly went on to massage my shoulders and upper back.

(Shelly) "Anything i can do to help?" she asked. 

I didn't say anything, i just pulled out a cigar from my top drawer and lit it.

(Shelly) "You know I'm here for you if you want to talk, right?" she said leaning up against my desk.

(Jay) looks up at Shelly "Yea....i know." i said just above a mumble.

(Shelly) starts sitting on my lap "So tell me something you like me to do and i'll do?....Because i really don't like to see you like this?" she said all sexuall, rubbing her finger across my chest.

I didn't say anything, but puff on my cigar. Looking at Shelly but thinking about B was driving me crazy. And i already knew what was on Shelly's mind. Things between us was very sexual....nothing really emotional. Although she was a good person to talk too and she does give me a lot of advice when it comes to woman, it's nothing really there between us. But aside from that, she's good company. I had no intentions to hurt anybody, i just put myself into a fucked up situation. 

(Jay) grabs ahold of Shelly's hand "I can't do this right now...." i said putting out my cigar as i began to get up.

(Shelly) giggling "Why not?" she said finding my resistance a turn on.

(Jay) "Because Shelly it's not right.....and you know that."

Shelly just set there giving me this look of confusion. I knew at this point no good could come out of this situation, it was best that i just cut tides now before things get to out of hand. But of course for Shelly things were all just fun and games, and she wanted to get her last bit of enjoyment while she could.

(Shelly) "Look i knew sooner or later, this was going to happen..." she started out "...thats why i didn't allow myself to get emotionally attached..." she said as she began to walk towards me.

(Jay) slowly backs away "Sh..Sh..Shelly..." and before i knew it i was backed into the wall.

(Shelly) slowly starts to unbutton her dress "If we're going to end things lets just end them right..." she said placing the sweetest most softest kiss upon my lips.  

Before i knew it, i had Shelly wrapped in my arms, kissing on her, touching on her. The feeling she gives to me when i'm around, is enough to have me going. It is safe to say that being with Shelly is nothing more then just a lustful feeling, but she's nothing that i need in my life, which is why i must cut tides between us. Little did i know that, Sinaa was watching Shelly and I getting down in my office the whole time. 

She had just gotten to the studio and saw that Karina and Solo weren't in the studio, so she was coming to see where they were. When Shelly closed to the door, it didn't close all the way, only enough to stay cracked opened. But i had no idea, it had even been left open.    I contemplated on rather on not i should tell B, because if i do that could mess things up and if i don't and she finds out that could really mess things up. Right now, I'm in a lose lose situation.

I don't know why, but this time around after having sex with Shelly, i've felt worst then before, worst then the first time we did it. But whats done is done, there's no taking it back. I have to face what i did and own up too it, and when the time is right i'll tell B. Until now, i just have to work on getting on her good side.

***(Bey's POV)
Originally i was suppose to head back to NY in the morning, but Idris insisted that i spend my last day with him so i did. I was actually a little sad to leave him, especially Noel. He's grown on me quite strongly. But reality kicked in, and i realized i had to get back to my own life and deal with my shit. 

The minute i walked in the house, i just instantly felt a funny vibe. Things felt so cold. I walked around the house, making myself feel home again, finding Solo and Karina sleep in the den, they had been watching movies. I figured Jay must have been working late, and sent the girls home early. But that made me think where Sanaa could have been. Then.....

DING. DONG.
I walked to the door and saw Sanaa standing out on the porch. When she looked at me she looked as though she had seen a ghost. She also seemed very tensed and in a rush to talk to me.

(Bey) "Are you okay?"

(Sanaa) "Who me? Yea i'm fine...why do you ask?"

(Bey) "Because..." i said giving her some look "You just seem very tensed and all jittery."

(Sanaa) starts fiddling with her hands "Oh no, i'm fine....really."

I didn't believe Sanaa for one second, i knew something was up. But i just ignored it for now.

(Bey) "So you looking for Karina?"

(Sanaa) nervously says "Yea..."

(Bey) "Well she's upstairs sleeping, i dont mind her staying the night, i don't want it to be too much trouble for you." i said being that Sanaa has her own place now, she got through a friend of Jays.

(Sanaa) "Are you sure, because i can just run up and get her."

(Bey) "Yea, I'm sure, plus she has school tomorrow...she needs her sleep."

(Sanaa) "Well okay, i could swing by and get her before school."

(Bey) "No need too, i'll have a car service waiting or i can tai her myself."

(Sanaa) "Thanks Bey girl, i really appreciate this..." she said making her way back to the house, being that we were only at the bottom of the stairs "...im really happy your back."

(Bey) "No problem and it feels good to be back." i said smiling.

(Sanaa) "Well i'll see you tomorrow, most likely" she said as she made her way out the door.

(Bey) "Okay, feel you later..." i said. 

And just as she was getting in the car, Jay was pulling in. Sanaa didn't even say anything to Jay nor look his way. I thought that was very strange. I was beginning to peep out a lot of things. Jay also didn't make any contact with Sanaa, he just pulled in and walked to the door as if everything was normal.

(Jay) "Whats up?" he said as he walked straight past me and went on into the living room.

I just closed the door and followed behind him.

(Bey) "Hey..." i said as i walked into the living room.

I watched Jay's body language, i could tell something was bothering him, but i couldn't quite put my finger on it. But i guess i could figure that out later but right now, let just make amends.

(Bey) "Well..." i said going to sit down "...I'm just going to say it like this, these past 3 months have really gave me time to think and clear my head on some things...and one is working things out with you."

(Jay) "Im so glad to hear you say that because that shit was killing me..."

(Bey) "And on that note i agreed to work on myself completely and thoroughly this time like i promise, but YOU Jay, you have to do the same, ok?" i said making demands.

(Jay) "I got it. Anything else..."

(Bey) "I wanna know everything that has happened while i've been gone?" i said thinking about how close i became to Idris, which made me think about Jay and Sanaa.

(Jay) getting that guilty look on his face and becomes a bit timid "What you mean?"

(Bey) "Come on Jay, don't play games.....3 months we spent away from each other, fighting and not speaking...i know you must have lost it at one point int time."

(Jay) gets worried "How you figure?"

(Bey) starts walking towards him "Cuz i know you, so tell me....did anything happened."

I wasn't going to get all mad and worked up if something crazy did happen, well that all depends on what happened and who was involved, but i wasn't going to go all out about it. This was the perfect time for Jay and I to really connect and lay it all out on the table.

(Jay) starts thinking really hard

              (Jays thoughts)
im not sure if i should tell B about Shelly, Im not ready to lose her again nor for good. Maybe i should since she asking's instead confronting me. Ugh, i just don't know and im so confused. 

(Jay) "Nope, I..." clears throat "nothing happened, just some new renovation at the office and i hired a new assistant thats all."

(Bey) "A new assistant, for what?"

(Jay) "I just needed extra help that's all...."

(Bey) "I bet you it's a good, you old pervert." i teased, trying to joke around with Jay like old times.

(Jay) awkwardly chuckles "Well what do you expect..."

(Bey) laughing "I knew it, sicko!" and since Jay was being honest with me, i felt i should be honest with him and tell him about Idris "...Well speaking of new assistants, i got me a new acting coach."

(Jay) "And let me guess, he's a guy." he said trying to mock me.

(Bey) laughing "Why you jealous?" i teased.

(Jay) "Not at all." he said smirking.

(Bey) laughing "Well anywho, the reason i mentioned it was because he and i actually became extremely close over the past 3 months."

(Jay) "And by close you mean....?"

(Bey) "No i didn't cheat, if thats what your insinuating...he was very friendly and was there for me in my time of need....but is what nothing more then just that...and even if i wanted to i couldn't because all i could think about at the end of the day was you."

(Jays thoughts)
Hearing Bey tell me all of this was really making me feel guilty, stupid, and ashamed. It was hard for me to look at her.

(Jay) "B...i....uhh...i"

(Bey) sits upon Jays lap "Shhhh.....i already know what your are going to say....But i just want you to know i love you, and i want to be with you, and that right now i wanna do whats best for me, you, and baby girl...."

(Jay) looks at Bey twice "So you mean to tell me where having a girl?" he asked all excitedly.

(Bey) nodds her head "Yup, thats right, i found out just before i left....i just went on 5 months today."

(Jay) "Damn B, im shocked you don't look as big as you should be."

(Bey) "I know...but the Dr says, that's a common thing but don't count on me staying like this for too long, he said i can turn big in just a matter of 2 weeks."

(Jay) "I can picture you now with your big belly." he teased.

(Bey) "Hush....." i said hitting him playfully "You just better work on not getting on my nerves."

(Jay) rubbs Bey's tummy "I will..." he said very sincerely. "I love you B" he said to me as he stared at me.

(Bey) turns to look at Jay "I love you too."

That night Jay and I stayed down in the living room, just talking about thing until we fell asleep. It's gotten to the point where Jay and I know what we want from each other and know that we want to be with each other, so in order to do so we have to work on ourselves. And until i know 100% that Jay and i will work, we'll just continue to grow as a couple until we do so.

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The next day consisted of me taking Karina to school early in the morning, and taking Solo to do a photo shoot. Surprisingly neither of them even noticed i was pregnant. I decided while Solo was at her photo shoot, i would  got over to check on kelly. I haven't heard from her not once since i've been in Atlanta. I just needed to go chef on her. 

When i arrived to Kelly's house i seen that her car was there, but her not answering the door caused me to become suspicious. I used my key i had to her house to let myself in. I came in a quietly so that i wouldnt alarm her. I made my way through the house, calling out for her and found her outside on her patio.

She was resting against the railing of the patin, looking over it. I could tell she had a lot on he mind. When she noticed i was standing behind her she just stood there in that same position. I came out slowly, because i wasn't sure how to approach her.

(Bey) "Hey Kel....whats been going on?"

(Kelly) "Nothing much..." she quietly said "...i just been chilling."

(Bey) "Oh okay, well i just came by to check on you...i haven't heard from you since being in Atlanta."

(Kelly) "Yea, i've been busy. Then been caught up with thing between Reggie and I....I...I...---"

(Bey) "Girl, trust me..." i said going to stand next to her "...Jay and I have been, girl...it's just crazy...." i said falling out into a bit a laughter, but it seemed Kelly wasn't in a laughing mood. I gave her a nudge and asked her what was wrong.

(Kelly) "Nothing...just thinking about things, thats all..." 

But i knew Kelly was lying, i knew something was wrong. Even when i walked over to her, she seemed as though she didn't want me near her. She didn't make any eye contact with me, and her behavior was a little unusual. Looking at her it was like she was trying to hide something from me. 

(Bey) "Kelly, when are you going to stop lying to me and your self, saying nothing is wrong with you....i can tell by looking at you....something is up so spell."i demanded.

Kelly just threw her head down as a tear fell from her eye and turned to look at me. And when she did i saw that her cheek was bruised and her lip had been busted. All i could think was this fucking bastard then put his hands on my sister.

(Bey) immediately hugs Kelly "OH Kel, I'm so sorry....why didn't you tell me."

(Kelly) crying "How could I. You weren't even around...." she said and i began to feel bad.

(Bey) begins to cry "But Kelly, you know i would been here...you should have just came too me."

(Kelly) breaks away from me and wipe her eyes "But you just don't understand.....I love him."

(Bey) "Kelly this is not love, whats he's doing to you? Look at your face!" i said i rage, as i brushed her cheek.

(Kelly) snatches away "It's nothing a little make-up can cover...and besides i know he doesnt mean it....he just get so ma---"

(Bey) still crying "Stop making excuses for him..." starts to shake "...It's killing me seeing you like this."

(Kelly) doesn't say anything.

(Bey) "Kelly you stinger then this and you deserve better, your not your mother and Reggie's not your father.....Kel you deserve better."

(Kelly) starts crying and begin to think "But i just don't want to do Bey....it's like i want to leave him but i can't....he's always gets to me when he tells me how bad he needs me and i can't just pack up and leave him like that."

(Bey) "Thats cuz all he's doing is manipulating you.....and you continue to let him, you just have to get to that point where you can just overcome it and be like I'm done."

(Kelly) "Your're right...." she said beginning to wipe her face and everything "...God, i don't know how i could allow a guy to have so much power and control over me..."

(Bey) "We've all had our moments and we all get to that point when that one guy....when all along it's really us who have all the power and control."

(Kelly) "And what makes you say that?"

(Bey) "My good as puss puss, thats what?" i joked, knowing it would make Kelly smile.

(Kelly) giggling "Oh wow Bey. I should have know you were going to say that i joked."

And with that Kelly and I spent to the rest of our time talking and catching up, until it was time for me to go get Solo. I told her about me going back on Jay's engagement and about the last 3 months. She now knows that I'm pregnant and all about Idris. I even told her about mama and daddy, because i felt like i had to tell someone or i was going to go crazy. Kelly is much better at keeping secrets then i am so i know it was alright for me to tell her.
Kelly talked to me about her and Reggie's relationship and the reason why her and Nelly stopped talking. Then Solo called and told me she was ready so i left from Kelly's and headed straight to Solo then took her to the studio to meet up with Karina.

When i got there i noticed that things have changed tremendously. The studio was now downstairs, along with the lobby and the game room and upstairs was his office and a few other rooms to sit in. After saying hello to Karina, i headed upstairs to check on Jay. And well well well, i seen some little flush ass chick answering the phone and taking calls for him. This must been his new assistant i thought.

I walked into Jay's office, only to find that he wasn't in there. I waited in there for a few moments then left back out to call him, but before he could answer the phone...i got interrupted by his assistant.

(Shelly) "Im sorry but can i help you..."

I turned around giving her this look as if she couldn't have been talking to me.

(Bey) "No, i was just looking for Jay thats all."

(Shelly) "Well do you have an appointment with him because he's not in right now."

(Bey) starts chuckling "No....i don't have an appointment, you see I'm hi----"

Then i heard the door to the elevator, it was Jay getting off.

(Jay) stares back and forth between Bey and Shelly for a minute "Hey babe..." he said talking to Bey, as he kissed her cheek "...What are you doing here?"

(Bey) "Hey and I was stopping by to see you. Solo just finished up with her photo shoot and she wanted to come here."

(Jay) starts pulling Bey leading her into his office "Hey Shelly, if anyone calls, hold all my calls for me." he said walking into his office.

(Shelly) "Okay, will do." she said with a smile on her face.

I turned back to get one last peek at that Shelly good and saw as she watched us walk into Jay's office. I had a funny feeling about that girl, the vibe she gave off was just bad, bad, bad. When made into Jay office, where we both made a spot on his couch and began to talk.

(Bey) "So thats your assistant?" i said with a bit of an attitude.

(Jay) "Yea, why?" he asked all concerned.

(Bey) "Hmp!...nothing." i said as i rolled my eyes.

(Jay) begins to change the subject "So how is your day going?"

(Bey) "cool, i guess. I stopped by to see Kelly." Jay knows that i haven't been talking to Kelly as much.

(Jay) "Oh yea, how did that go?"

(Bey) "Well i found out some things today, but I'm not sure if i should mention them."

(Jay) "Come on B, we tell each other everything, now whats up?"

(Bey) "Well first off you have to promise you want get mad, you know how your temper could be..."

(Jay) "Wtf B, how you gonna tell me not to get mad if you know ima get mad...."

(Bey) "Well maybe if you weren't so nosy...."

(Jay) sighs "Ok, i promise i want get mad..."

(Bey) "Well alright..." i began "....Reggie's been beating on Kelly." i said.

(Jay) jumps up in rage "WHAT?!"

(Bey) jumps up and grabs a hold of Jay "See what i mean..." i said a bit annoyed "...And yes...i went over by there today she had a bruised cheek and a busted lip."

(Jay) snatches away from Bey "Oh FUCK NO MAN..." he yelled "...Where that fucking BICTH at?" he said all mad.

(Bey) "JAY, calm the fuck down, alright.....did you forget you can't risk getting into anymore trouble."

(Jay) starts to think "Your right..." he said as he sat back down still full of rage "Why didn't she tell anybody."

(Bey) "Well thats because she didn't know how to deal with it herself, and besides she was feeling embarrassed and ashamed...."

(Jay) starts rocking back and forth and anger "Thats some fucked up shit...."

(Bey) "I know, but Jay don't go hassling her about it ok...she's already dealing with enough as it is."

(Jay) "Alright I'm not...."

(Bey) "Well I'm gonna get ready and go home...baby girl is getting hungry...." i said beginning to get up "So your gonna bring the girls home tonight right?" i asked.

(Jay) still mad "Okay and yea i will." starts walking to the door, and opens it.

Shelly was still sitting out at the desk when we got out there. I turned around to Jay and gave him an extremely long kiss, right in front of Shelly. Jay snuck a look at Shelly to see her reaction, and she just sat there smiling, trying not to notice us.

(Bey) "Okay....see you when you get home tonight..." i said giving him one last peck on the lips.

(Jay) hugs Bey tight "Alright get hime safely...."

(Bey) "Fuck Jay...you then probably hurt baby girl, hugging me that got damn tight." i said slightly irritated. 

(Jay) chuckles "My bad..." he said giving Bey a kiss.

(Bey) "Okay Jay, stop so i can get out of here." i complained.

(Jay) "Ok, ok....crabby." he joked. I just rolled my eyes at him as i walked out.

***(JAYS POV)
Man i was sweating bullets when i seen B, standing in the lobby with Shelly at the desk. I wonder if they spoke to each other. I couldn't risk them 2 being alone like that again.

(Shelly) "So thats her?" she asked, from the desk.

(Jay) "Yes, i would appreciate if you keep what me and you had going on just between us...please."

(Shelly) "My lips are sealed..."she said as she seductively licked them.

(Jay) gives Shelly a look "Cut that out...now's not the time."

(Shelly) giggles "Ok.......Mr. Carter!" she said with a wink.

I walked back into my office with out saying anything else too Shelly. I stayed in my office, until i decided to go check on the girls in the studio, and when i got down there, Sanaa was there. But when she saw me it wasn't like she was happy to see me. I was a little confused.

(Jay) "Hey yal, how are things coming along?" i said talking to Solo and Karina.

(Solo and Karina) "Goo. Things are coming along good."

(Jay) "Well alriiiiiiite..." i said then turned and looked at Sanaa who was being all awkward  "Whats up with you?"

(Sanaa) "Nothing..."she said not making any contact with me.

I sat there thinking about all the things i could have done wrong to make Sanaa feel some type of way towards me, but i can't think of anything.

(Jay) "Uhhh Sanaa..." i said very privately to her "Do you mind if i have a word with you for a minute."

(Sanaa) "Well I'm actually just getting ready to go, i have somewhere to be." she said lying.

(Jay) "Please, it will only take a second i promise."

I watched as Sanaa got up from off the couch, we stepped out into the hallway where there was nobody around.

(Jay) "So whats up with you, you seem a little strange....is everything okay with the case and all?" i asked, assuming that was it.

(Sanaa) "Yes, things are going great...." but i could tell that wasn't it, so i kept on guessing, and she just grew more nervous.

(Jay) "Well how are things with the new film?"

(Sanaa) "Things are good..where almost finished." and from the looks of it, that wasn't it either.

(Jay) "Sanaa could i ask you something?"

(Sanaa) "Sure go ahead....."

(Jay) "Did i do anything or say something to you, thats causing you to act some type of way with me?" from the look on her face i could tell i was getting warmer with my questioning. 

(Sanaa) starts thinking and takes a deep breath "Well i didn't want to mention it,hell i wish i wouldnt have witnessed it but i did..." she began

(Jay) giving her a confused look.

(Sanaa) "I saw you and Shelly last night in your office, doing well you know."

My heart sunk when she told me that, because this was exactly what i didn't want to happen. As much as i wanted to panic, i had to maintain my composer. I wonder why hasn't she told B.

(Jay) "Sanaa, I...I...I..dont know what to say."

(Sanaa) "Looking this is already uncomfortable for me knowing what i know, especially when Bey doesn't.....im not all for being in someone's business, but i can't keep this from her especially with all that she's done for me."

(Jay) deeps sigh "I understand, i understand, but at least let me be the one to tell her."

(Sanaa) starts getting mad "Like really Jay, how could you do that to Bey....after all she's been through."

(Jay) "Look you don think i feel bad enough already knowing what i did, there's no need to remind me."

(Sanaa) "But I'm just saying.....and she's pregnant at that." beginning to raise her voice.

Jay shhh's Sanna and pulls her more over to the side.

(Jay) "SHHHH....and I know...." i said as i put my head down in shame.

(Sanaa) "Look....i know you and Bey are going through whatever it is yal are going through, but she don't deserves being lied to, the least you could do is tell her the truth...." starts to mumble "You see now, why she's afraid to marry you."

And when Sanaa said that i became speechless. She was right. If i could let myself fall into such situations, and just fuck up so quick because of my emotions, then i can see where B is coming from. I still have a lot to do as a man and as B's partner in order for us to go further with our relationship. If Bey is insecure and so on me all the time, it's only because i have given her every reason to be, with out even knowing so. I have to tell her, I need to tell her, in fact I'm going to tell her.....tonight.

After talking to Sanaa, she's really opened my eyes about me and B's relationship. I hate that i finally got from her what B's been nagging to me about all along, but i just didn't want to hear it. I sent Shelly home early, so that i wouldnt have to deal with her and her antics. Let alone deal with all the lustful thoughts she brought to my head. Once i left the studio i sent B a text letting her know we needed to talk and that i was dropping the girls off at Sanaa's so that we could have some privacy. 

When i got to B's house, i could feel my heart about to burst out my chest. She was sitting in bed eating some  butter pecan ice cream, looking so happy and beautiful. It was eating me up inside knowing i was about to break her mood. I walked into the room as she stared at me with her big brown eye, with a smile on her face.

(Bey) "Tired baby?" she asked as i frustratedly set on the bed.

(Jay) "No...just thinking about somethings right now."

(Bey) "Like?.." she began to asked "..Does it have anything to with what you have to talk t me about?"

(Jay) deeps swallow "Yea"

(Bey) sits her bowl on the nightstand and moves closer to Jay "Ok, I'm listening."

Her voice went from cute and comforting, to serious and scary.

(Jay) "All just thinking about all the times we fought and argued, and all the times i told you...we'll never fight again...i'll be better towards you and all i keep managing to do is just fuck everything up...."

(Bey) starts rubbing on Jays back "Aw babe....i know you mean good by me. Why do you think I'm still with you after all these months. You bring out the best and the worst in me, and yet your the only one who can also make me feel so at peace...to hell with all the hooting and hollering...thats just makes our relationship that much stronger....."

(Jay) "But B, you don't understand...i fucked up and i fucked up big time."

(Bey) "Jay I'm sure what ever it is, we can work it out. I think we've been through too much, not to be able to handle any worst possible scenario."

(Jay) "Not after what it is I'm about to tell you."

(Bey) "Jay, just tell me...im sure it's nothing."

Finally i just came out and said it "I slept with Shelly?"

(Bey) "YOUR FUCKING ASSISTANT?!" i yelled.

(Jay) stands up and faces Bey "Yes, but it was while we we're on our break...you and i had just got into a big argument, and we've been arguing...Shelly thought it would be cool if we go out, but one thing led to another...."

(Bey) "And your dick just somehow found its way in her pu---" i said yelling.

(Jay) "B, look if i could take it back i would...but i can't. It happened so lets deal with...." grabs Bey's hand "...Baby i love you and i just wanna make things right? Tell me what can i do?"

(Bey) still sitting on the bed "I can't beLIEVE YOU." i said throwing my bowl and anything else in my reach at him.

(Jay) "Ow, fuck...Stop throwing shit okay....damn..." he said trying to dodge what Bey was throwing at him.

Then when Bey ran out of things to throw, she leaped on top of Jay, hitting on him, punching him, wrestling him, and all. It took a minute for Jay to restrain Bey, but he finally got her pent down on the bed.

(Jay) "Now look B..." he started off "...I know i fucked up BUT how the fuck do you expect me to react when you go and do shit like that. You really fucked me up with that shit....i kind of felt that our love is nothing like i thought it was..."

(Bey) still trying to hit Jay "So you go and FUCK another BITCH..." she said biting Jay on his neck painfully, since that was she could do.

(Jay) "FUCK B, GOT DAMN..." he still holding Bey, but checking his neck "..AND yes B...i was trying to cope with things between us and although i went about it the wrong way...i coming to you now as a man...telling you I made a mistake and i'll spend all the time and money i got making up for it.

Bey just sits there staring at Jay, thinking about all that he just said. As much as she hates Jay right now, she knows deep down that she still wants to work things out, but she's being too hard about it.

(Bey) "Let me up please."

(Jay) "You gonna stop fighting me?"

(Bey) rolls her eyes "Yes..."

(Jay) "I aint playing with you B, if i let you up you better not hit me...shit....you probably got baby girl in the all worked up."

Bey sits there with a look on her face, for a minute she had forgotten all about being pregnant.

(Bey) "Okay...just let me up." she said breaking away from me all aggressively.

I set on the bed, as i watched B pace the floor back and forth. I was trying to prepare myself for if she tried to come at me again.

(Jay) "So what we gonna do about this?" i said jumping straight to the point.

She looked at me for a moment cutting me with the corners of her eyes, in just knew she was about to try something.

(Bey) "Well first i want you too fire that BICTH..." she said speaking in a tone that had me a little scared. "Then i want you to go to the doctor and get your nasty ass checked out, Lords knows what the HELL that girl has."

(Jay) "Wait, are you serious right now or are you joking?" i asked a little unsure.

(Bey) "Do it look like I'm playing..." she said charging towards me pointing her finger "Cuz IM NOT."

(Jay) "Okay, Okay DAMN..." i said grabbing her hand as she tried to hit me "I'll do it all tomorrow."

(Bey) snatches away from Jay "Let me go..." she said as she walked away 

(Jay) "Where you going?"

(Bey) "None of your business..."

(Jay) starts standing up "Well if you expect me to leave, I'm not...im done with all that separation madness shit...we just gonna have to learn to deal with each other while we're mad.....especially if we plan on getting married." i said to her, trying to get some type of demand in there to boost back up my pride. I had a lot of sucking up too do.

(Bey) "Whatever Jay..." she just simply replied as she went down the stairs.

I sat back down on the bed, to gather my thoughts. I was a lucky because things went better then i thought. I was expecting way worse then that. But the things that scares me the most about things is that B is playing things way cooler then i thought she would. Now I'm second guessing if i should even sleep here tonight, cuz I'm most definitely not going to try to get in bed with her. I'll take my chances on the sofa or in  the other guess room. Maybe the guess room, so that i can lock the door on her ass in case she try to try something while i'm sleep, yea...i think thats what I'm gonna do. I still wonder though where the hell she's heading off too?




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