CHP 41

RE-CAP: Jay and Bey are in full effect when it comes to working on things. Meanwhile Reggie is still messing with Kelly. Jay is released from jail, but he could be facing time, due to him violating his probation. 

(Chapter Mood Introduction)
It's been a lot thats been going from Bey to Jay, to Ms. Tina to Kelly, and from Sanaa to Tony.  All Bey wants to do and bring things to a piece, and what better way to do that then bring everyone together. Since being pregnant Bey has been planning how she was going to tell people she was pregnant, so she decided to have a get together with her close friends and family.


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I was so excited. Today was the day i announce to everyone that I'm pregnant. I couldn't wait to spread the news. Here i was, blessed with this little bundle of Joy, and considering all that i've been going through, i needed some sort of happiness in my life. I had everything planned out. I was so ready for today. Sanaa and Karina had came over early to help Kelly, Solo, and myself set up. We had 2 hours until people would start arriving, and we were a little under halfway finished. 

(Bey) "Solo can you go check and make sure there are enough drinks in the cooler, make sure the liquor is separated from the cold drinks."

(Solo) "Okay..." she said, heading off to do her task. 

I then turned to Kelly to see what it was i could have her do.... "Kel..can you...can you..." i said beginning to think of something i could have her do "..Oh can you go make sure that the food is still staying warmer....make sure the warmers are still lit."

(Kelly) "Okay" she said heading of towards the kitchen. I was becoming nervous that something was going to go wrong. I paced around in the living room biting on my thumb nail. I just wanted so badly for things to turn out good. Sanaa must have sensed that i was nervous, because she came over to comfort me.

(Sanaa) "Karina..." she said to her who holding tissue paper looking clueless "...go in and help Solange for a minute, okay baby."

(Karina) "Ok..." she said seeming a little happy and relieved.

Sanaa started coming over towards me, i knew she was coming but i tried to pretend i didn't see her. I don't know why i was even nervous, i was going to be with the people i loved. People who cared about me no matter what, people who had my back no matter what, and people who kept it real with me no matter what. So what was i freaking out about for.

Sanaa came over by me as i sat down on the couch, pondering on things, deep into my thoughts. "You okay girl?" she said to me.

(Bey) "Yea, I'm fine..." i said in an unsure tone of voice.

(Sanaa) "Are you sure....you look a littles stressed."

(Bey) "Yea...its just i really want things to go right...I was just thinking about how things went when i first brought Jay around my family and how things turned out. And this will be the first time that his mom and my mom meet."

(Sanaa) begans to rub Bey's back to comfort her "Oh i see.." she said becoming mute for a minute, as she found some encouraging words to say "...But what can be bad about spreading the news of being pregnant, thats the most greatest gift god can give aside from finding someone to love."

I gave Sanaa a smile, letting her now i was thankful for her words, "Your so right..i guess its just my emotions getting me all worked up...i swear cuz being pregnant my emotions are all over the place."

(Sanaa) starts to chuckle "CH..i hear you..."

(Bey) laughing with Sanaa "Wait Sanaa...you were pregnant before?"

(Sanaa) "Yup...a couple years after Charles and I got married."

(Bey) "What happened?" i asked with concerned. But i could tell that after i asked, she began to feel some type of way, "OH Sanaa...im sorry...we don't have to if you don't want too." i said referring to her discussing what happened.

(Sanaa) "It's fine honey..." she began, then took a deep swallow as she began to talk "A couple years after Charles and I got married...i was pregnant..i went full term too, but the pregnancy was a still birth."

When Sanaa told me her pregnancy was still birth, i instantly began to feel for her. Although i didn't go full term, the miscarriage was still a hard pill to swallow. It took everything in me not to break out crying.

(Bey) "Sanaa" im so sorry to here that..." i finally managed to say.

(Sanaa) starts getting up, to do some more to distract her from crying "Thank you.." she said beginning to wipe down the coffee table "Things happen, but they happen for a reason...im just thankful have Karina to give all my love too. She's been a blessing that girl."

I got up off the couch to give Sanaa a hug. I just felt i had too. Here i am thinking i was the only one with fucked up situations, but it was Sanaa who had experienced some pretty messed up things in her life as well. In a way she and i were just alike. I had so much more respect for her as a woman and as a person.

(Bey) "Your are such a strong woman Sanaa..." i said after releasing from our hug. Sanaa smiled back at me.

(Sanaa) "Thats funny, cuz i say the same thing about you..." she said with a light chuckle.

The in walks Solo and Katrina, breaking Sanaa's and I intimate moment.

(Solo) "Aye Bey, we finished with the drinks in stuff...anything else you need us to do."

(Bey) "Just check the bathrooms, make sure they're cleaned and stocked with tissue, soap, and hand towels."

(Solo) "alright, come on Kari..." she said as they went off.

After Solo and Karina walked off i began to think about all the other things i had to do. I checked them off in my head as i thought about them, then all of a sudden it hit me "OMG THE CAKE..." I shouted aloud to myself.

I started searching for my keys and shoes "Damnit..." i said as i headed to the door.

(Sanaa) "Whats the matter?" she asked.

(Bey) "I forgot to pick up the cake..."

(Sanaa) "Oh damn, well do you want me to ride with you."

(Bey) "No, I got i---" i said getting smacked in the head my the door. "Ow MOTHER FUCKER..." I  said in pain stumbling back, holding my head, trying to catch my balance. It was stupid jay who was coming in the door, he also had the cake with him as well.

Jay walks in and sits the cake down on the table at the door and immediately goes to tend to Bey. "Oh shit Baby, are you okay..." he said helping her to sit down. They were sitting on the stairs.

(Bey) "Ahhh..." i said rocking holding my head, as if that were going to stop the pain. "...Ow and yea I'm okay."

(Jay) "Move you hand, let me see..." he said, as he gently touched my head. "Ohhh..." he said "..you got a little knot on your head."

(Bey) "Shit..." i said to myself "I figured i would, that door hit my head pretty hard." i said rubbing my head. 

Jay started getting up and heading towards the kitchen. "Stay here.." he said "i'll be right back, ima go get and ice pack."

(Bey) "Alright..." i said as i got up, completely ignoring Jay about staying seated. "Hey Sanaa..." i said calling to her "Can you come grab this cake for me?" 

Sanaa comes walking into the small hallway area of the front door "What happened?" she said as she began to pick up the cake.

(Bey) "I got hit in the head with the door, when Jay came in."

Sanaa makes a face as if she could feel my pain "Ouch, i know that had to of hurt.." she said as we began walking into the living room "So Jay went and got the cake huh?"

(Bey) "Yea..." 

Then here comes overprotective, overly dramatic Jay, "B, didn't i tell you to stay there..." he said as he altered the ice pack to place it on my head. The way he was acting you would have think i was going into a coma.

(Bey) "Yea, i know but i didn't want to sit on them stairs, it was becoming uncomfortable."

(Sanaa) "Im gonna go check on the girls and see what they're doing?"

(Bey and Jay) "alright."

Jay props Bey back on the couch and elevates her feet "Here.." he said handing her some tylenol and a glass of water. "Take this, it'll prevent you from having a headache."

I grabbed the pills and took them, then laid back on the couch with my head back, holding the ice pack on my knot.

(Jay) "Im gonna go upstairs and take a shower and start getting ready..if you need anything let me know." he said kissing me in the head and rubbing my stomach. Jay loves that I'm pregnant, he's probable more excited then me. "Oh yea...i meant to ask you, what did you eat today."

I started thinking about what i ate today, because i knew if i told him nothing, he would flip out. "I ate some cereal, earlier...and a little bit of the food for later. Why?"

(Jay) "Because i wanna make sure you and the baby are getting all the nutrients you need, especially baby girl...i just really want you to have a healthy pregnancy."

(Bey) "I know you do Jay and i've been akin all my vitamins, and prenatal pills, i may eat a doughnut to two here and there, but i been eating good."

(Jay) "Okay..." he said kissing me again "But i still brought you something to eat, i left it in the car though because i didn't want to risk dropping the cake."

(Bey) "Ohh what ya get?" i said super excited.

(Jay) "Some baked chicken, mixed veggies, stir fry something... uhh idk something like that...i just know it was healthy." he said beginning to get up.

(Bey) "You about to go get it."

(Jay) "yea, i'll be right back.." he said then headed out the door.

I waited 2 mins for Jay to bring back the food. Although i was hoping for some deep fried, greasy, finger licking soul food...the baked chicken dinner was actually quite good. I ate my food while Jay went on the take a shower and get ready, then it hit me Kelly was taking too ling to check on those warmers so i decided to go spy on her and see what she was doing.

(Bey) "AH-HA!" i said walking in on Kelly with a plate full of food. She had made her a meal out of all the entree's. "I knew i shouldn't have let you come in here with the food." i said playfully. Kelly's greedy ass is a;ways trying to eat some shit up.

Kelly was sitting at the counter, with BBQ sauce smeared all across her face. She had stopped eating and looked at me with a guilty look on her face that she had been caught. "Well excuuuuuuse me honey...i was hungry...i couldn't wait much longer." she said then continued eating.

(Bey) laughing "Fatty..." i teased "But that shit good as hell huh?" i said going to sit next to her.

(Kelly) "Hell yea, who made it...you?" she teased back.

I gave Kelly a very blank look because she knows damn well i cant cook. "Now you know I'm the last person to be asking did i cook something..." i said as we shared in laughter.

(Kelly) "Hey you never know, i just thought that maybe you learned something new..." she said still teasing me.

(Bey) "Yea keep laughing...you gonna laugh you butt right into the hospital after i shove that chicken bone down your throat."

(Kelly) falls out laughing "Whew Bey, you are too funny.. i can't take you seriously."

And Kelly and I spent the next few moments in the kitchen joking around with each other, until Jay came down ruining everything, rushing us to go get ready. It was now 30 mins until people were gonna start arriving and between me, kelly, sanaa, solo, and karina who still had to get ready. It only seemed i was going to be late to my own party. After showering and freshening up, i put on my outfit Jay picked out for me. His corny self wanted us to match, so he went out and bought us something. And being that i was growing out of my old things...i was in desperate need of some new clothes.

I was still getting ready by the time people arrived I could everyone as they came in, from Gwen and Chris, Ye and Amber, my mom, Angie, Ty, Gloria and Jay's sisters, Michelle, and Alicia. Everyone was growing impatient as time went on and there was still no sign of me. I heard my mom tell Jay "Im gonna go snatch her out that room and she's not down here in the next 2 sec's." then Jay replied "Okay mom, just chill...im gonna go up and check on her." But it wasn't my fault Jay decided to bust through the door and crack me upside my head. Well not purposely but still. I was trying to find a suitable hairstyle to cover it. Finally i decided to pull in up into a messy bun with some bangs and just as i was walking out the bathroom Jay was coming, almost hitting me with the door again.

(Bey) "Got damn Jay...you tryna kill me today or something?" i joked.

(Jay) laughing "Maybe..." he playfully joked with me, then started fighting with me for a minute.

(Bey) "Okay, okay stop..." i said beginning to get annoyed "Your making my head hurt."

(Jay) "Alright..." he said stopping "You ready though, I'm pretty sure your mom is going to be coming up here in a minute." he joked.

(Bey) "Yea, I'm ready..." i said grabbing my pouch "And if you wouldnt have smacked me with the door, i could have been ready a long time ago." i said with a slight attitude.

Jay was giving Bey that look like whats her deal. He didn't know why she was snapping on him all of a sudden. "Aye.." he said pulling Bey by the arm as she began to walk out "You mad at me or something?"

I felt bad for snapping on Jay, i was just frustrated by the whole day and I was just taking it out on him. Man these man swings can kiss my ass for real. "No baby..." i said turning around to him, assuring him that i was in a good mood "No I'm not mad at you..." i said planting a kiss on his sweet soft juicy lips "Come on lets go downstairs, I'm ready to party." i said grabbing him by the hand leading him downstairs.

We got downstairs and i made my way around to everyone greeting them and chopping it up. It felt so good to be around my loved ones, the whole energy and vibe o the night was very warm feeling. I knew it was going to be a good night. No one caught on though to me being pregnant because my shirt wasn't that revealing to my stomach. After making it around to everyone and getting in a few good moments, i decided it was time to tell everyone the real reason why i called them al together.

I started tapping on a glass to get everyones attention and draw them all too me. Jay stood along side of me as everyone gathered around with confused looks on there faces. The excitement grew with the closer i came to telling everyone my wonderful news.

(Bey) "I know you all are probably wondering why i called you all here together..." i said looking around to everyone, then Jay who placed a kiss upon my cheek. I can tell he was ready, happy, and excited too. "Well as you know Jay and I have been together for a while now and over the time we spent together...we have both grown to love each other more than ever...." i said as Jay and i came together wrapping our arms around each other's back as we stood side by side.

(Jay) "And well....." he said looking over at me, trying to get me to get straight to the point.

(Gloria) "Well what? Do yal think we read minds or something?" she said laughing, along with everyone else.

(Jay) "Ma...chill." he said to her.

(Gloria) "Well yal need to get to the point and stop beating around the bush."

(Ms. Tina) "Im with Gloria on that..."she said as they high fixed each other. i was happy to see that they were getting along.

(Everyone else) "Right...."

(Jay) "Just go ahead and tell them baby..." he whispered to me.

(Bey) "Well i was trying to give a speech, but since people want to get impatient..." i teased to my mom and Gloria "I guess i'll go right out and say it.....WE"RE HAVING A BABY." i yelled ion excitement.

There was a lot of cheering applauding, Gloria and my mom were the first to come over and congratulate us.

(Bey) "Hold on now...." i said stopping everyone before they bombarded me and Jay "Thats not all."

(Evryone else) "It's not...."

(Bey) "NOPE...." i said holding my stomach and grabbing on to Jay's hand. Jay didn't know this but i had secretly reaccepted his proposal and with us trying to build upon a fresh start, i figured why not start off on a new leaf the right way and start our family the right way. I pulled out my pocket a ring, i secretly had Alicia make for Jay so that i could propose to him this time around. I know it sounds crazy, but hey I'm crazy in love.

I turned to Jay as he looked at me completely clueless and confused "As some of you may know.....3 months ago Jay had proposed to me and although i had accepted, i later on declined due to my insecurities." I looked around to everyone who was giving off a look of shock, they all seems very surprised because they didn't know all what was going on between Jay and I. 

(Bey) "Today is also Jay's and I 10th month anniversary...And i can't think of nobody in this world who i would had spent those 10 months with and going through all that we have went through."  I started getting down on one knee, i don't why i did because it hurt like hell trying to get back up, but i wanted to show Jay how much i cared about him.

Jays starts laughing "B, what are you doing?"

(Bey) "What does it look like.." i replied "Jay didn't know this, but i secretly had Alicia customize me a ring for Jay...and well since everyone catches my drift...i guess i just go ahead and ask that question....Jay, i mean Mr. SHAWN COREY CARTER?" I  said in my sexy voice "Do you mind if i become you Misses?" i asked.

Jay pulled me up off the ground, dang near snatching me up and said to me "You crazy as hell you know that...." he said smiling hard.

(Bey) "Yea i know....but you still didn't answer my question mister." i joked.

Then Jay looked at me with a devious look in his face, and gave off a look that he was thinking then finally said "No, i don't mind."

And with that being said, Jay kissed me, and he kissed me, and he kissed me again until Gloria and my mom broke us apart. I laughed when i heard Jay's response because thats what i told him when he proposed to me. Everyone crowded in between us, congratulating btw me and Jay. The moment felt so right, i felt so happy and no one or nothing was going to steal my joy.  Jay and Bey were officially back at it again, but this time around things were going to be so much better!!!!!!!


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