CHP 40 Where it All Began

RE-CAP: Bey and Jay are still working on things. Meanwhile Kelly shows up to Bey's house, beat up and bruised up. Jay leaves off and goes and beats the hell out of Reggie. On the way to taking Kelly to the hospital, they are pulled over and Jay is arrested.

(Chapter Mood Introduction)
Bey and Solo are at the hospital waiting for Kelly to recover. Meanwhile Jay is sitting in jail. Bey has sent Sanaa to go check on Jay while she stays with Kelly. Bey called her mom letting her know what happened. When Sanaa arrives to the precinct she finds Shelly there and is instantly on guard about her.

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***(Sanaa's POV)
When i saw Shelly down at the precinct standing by the window, i became filled with disgust. I wanted to pounce on her. I know exactly how Beyoncé is feeling and all that she is going through. I've dealt with it all with Charles. I also see Bey as a little sister and i care about her a lot as a person. 

(Sanaa) "What are you doing here?" i said with an attitude.

(Shelly) turns around "Oh it's you...."

(Sanaa) steps up to Shelly "Your damn right its me, and you still haven't answered my question."

(Shelly) gives Sanaa a look "I recieved a call from JAY...HIMSELF, asking if i could come down here, so here i am." starts looking around "And what are you doing here? Where's the Mrs?" she said getting all snooty.

(Sanaa) "Don't worry about where the fuck Bey is, OKAY. Im here now so you can leave." i said pointing to the door. 

(Shelly) "Ha, funny thing is i don't take order from NO ONE...JAY wanted me here so I'm here, either deal with it or do something about it."

(Sanaa) "BIT----" but before i could get my word out we were interrupted by the police.

(OFFICER) "CARTER..." he yelled out "...Are one of you here for Mr. Carter."

(Shelly) "I...--"

Sanaa moves in front of Shelly and cuts her off "Yes, I'm here for Mr. Carter."

(OFFICER) signals her to come near "And what is your relationship with Mr. Carter?"

(Sanaa) "Sister, I'm his sister...." i said.

Then all of a sudden in walks this lady.....

(Woman) "Hello, i'm District Attorney Regina King, and Im here about my client Shawn Carter."

(OFFICER) "Yes, you two.." he said referring to me and his lawyer "..Right this way."

And there we went off to the back to see Jay, leaving Shelly out in the lobby looking stupid.

***(MEANWHILE BACK WITH BEY)

We were at the hospital for over several hours with Kelly until they finally released her. They gave her stitches for the gash she had on her head and prescribed her with some pain killers for the pain. We made it back to my place where i had Kelly come and stay so that i could watch over her. I then tried calling Sanaa to see to latest with Jay but she wasn't responding, i figured they were still caught up at the precinct. A couple hours had passed, it was only noon. I had spent the night at the hospital with Kelly, while Jay spent his night in prison. I couldn't do anything but pray for Kelly's health and Jays' freedom. I set on the couch trying to eat something being that i didn't eat all night, and i knew baby girl was hungry. But i was too distraught to eat. I felt a little better when Kelly finally managed to awake, at least now i know for sure she was okay.

(Bey) "Hey there my girl...how are you feeling?" i said moving over on the couch to make room for her to sit down. 

(Kelly) "Hey.." she said very low and dryly.

(Bey) "How are you feeling?"

(Kelly) "Im feeling alright....i mean i have a banging headache and my jaw and a little sore, but I'm cool..." she said as she sat down. "How is Jay, have you heard anything from him?"

(Bey) "Nope, still not yet."

(Kelly) sighs "Im so sorry Bey, if i would have showed up last night none of this wouldnt have happened." she said feeling bad.

(Bey) "OMG Kel, don't talk like that." i said as i hugged on to her "Your safety and well being in our main concern. Jay loves you like you were his own sister....he was just looking out for you thats all."

(Kelly) "I know but i just feel so bad...."

(Bey) "Dont...im pretty sure Sanaa is down there taking care of things."

(Kelly) "Your right.." she said cracking a smile "..So missy.." she began "...So what are we having?" she said as she began rubbing my stomach.

(Bey) giggles "A little girl...."

(Kelly) "Omg Bey..." she said tickling my stomach "..I can't to have her I'm so excited." she said sounding like herself again.

(Bey) "Uhm but excuse me, I'm the one who's having her.." i teased "..while your lucky as get to stand around and watch." i teased.

(Kelly) laughs "Right cuz uhhh honey....i don't think i could even deal." she said as we both broke out laughing.

Then all of a sudden there was a lot of commotion at the door. Kelly and I both turned around to see who it was coming through the door and in walks Sanaa and Jay. I ran to him, yet again. Leaping on him and hugging him tightly. I never wanted to let him go. 

(Jay) lets go of  Bey and stares off at Kelly "Hey Kel, how are you feeling?"

(Kelly) goes and hugs Jay "Much better now that i know you are okay...." playfully pushes Jay "Gosh Jay what were you thinking?"

(Jay) "I wasn't....and i also wasn't going to let him get away with what he did."

(Kelly) "Well i appreciate you for that.......really i do."

(Jay) "No problem....like i told you before, your like my sis. We have to look out for one another."

(Kelly) just smiles

(Sanaa) "Well alright.." she said cutting in "...Im gonna go into the kitchen an hook us all up something good to eat."

Everyone just laughs at Sanaa's outburst, but nodds in agreement to her cooking.

(Kelly) "Well I'm gonna go upstairs and get cleaned up, Bey do you have something i can put on until i go home and get some more."

(Bey) "Yea, come on....ima go up and get showered too, it's been a long night."

(Jay) "alright, well I'm gonna go into the living room and watch a little tv."

Bey and Kelly went upstairs to get showered. Meanwhile Sanaa was off in the kitchen cooking. Jay was feeling thirsty so he went into the kitchen to get him a beer, and began to notice Sanaa was giving him the cold shoulder.

(Jay) "Don't tell me your mad at me again?"

(Sanaa) "How about more so disappointed."

(Jay) "Well what was i suppose to do, i couldn't drag B from the hospital away from Kelly, and I didn't really think to call no one else."

(Sanaa) "So you called her."

(Jay) "Well yea...i needed her to make a few calls for me to my lawyers and what not, and since she was the only one at the time who i knew had access to that i had to call her."

(Sanaa) "But i thought you fired her...?"

(Jay) "I did, but she was still able to do so because of her experience from working with me."

(Sanaa) "Hmp!"

(Jay) "And whats that suppose to mean?"

(Sanaa) "Im just saying Shawn, your lack of not thinking clearly has been leading you into a world of trouble and I'm saying this too you because i care about you...you like a brother even though what happened happened between us...you just have to be more cautious of the things you do. Your a good person, i just want people to see that."

(Jay) "Your right and i appreciate your words of wisdom. Im also happy that you think of me as your brother...because in a way you are like my sister, your also a very good friend, to both Bey and myself..."

(Sanaa) "Well as long as you are not messing around I'm fine...but you do need to work on that temper of your, have you ever heard of the saying you have to pick and choose your battles..."

(Jay) "Yeah..."

(Sanaa) "Well you need to work on that....cuz i don't wanna see you in anymore trouble!"

(Jay) chuckles "Well OK!"

(Sanaa) "Alright, now get on out this kitchen so that i can finish cooking."

(Jay) "I sure will, I'm hungry as a bitch."

(Sanaa) laughs at Jay "You are crazy....BYE SHAWN." she joked.

After showering, i went to check on Solo to see how she was holding up and dealing with everything. And surprisingly she was taking it quite well. We sat in her room and talked about things for a few moments, until Sanaa was done cooking. Kelly, Jay, and Sanaa, were already seated at the table. It was going on 3, around the same time Karina would be getting out of school. I called for Julius to pick her up, with all thats been going on.

We our gathered around at the table getting ready to feast on Sanaa chicken wings, potatoes skins, caesar salad, and the chocolate fudge cake she made. Wow, this chick wasn't playing around, i thought. I could feel baby girl start to cut up in my stomach as if she knew she was about to eat.

(Sanaa) "So Bey..." she said getting my attention as i rubbed my tummy "..What are you having?"

(Bey) "Well.." i said excitedly as i looked at Jay "..We're having a girl."

(Sanaa) "Oh lord, do we really need another girl." she playfully said.

(Bey) "Right...im trying to tell you....LORD HAVE MERCY.." I began to joke "..Besides Ye and Ty....my poor Jay is surrounded by girls." i teased.

(Everyone) starts laughing.

(Jay) "It's okay, cuz after we have baby girl and we get married....we're gonna to have a a little boy."

(Bey) "Oh you got me fucked...if you think i plan on pushing out another baby...you better hope there's an extra inside of here because hooooooooooooneyyyyyyyyy!!!"

(Jay) chuckles "Oh whatever, I'm gonna get me a boy." he playfully demanded.

(Bey) "So Sanaa, how has things been with you and M O R R I S?"

(Sanaa) starts blushing "Thins are.." she said starting to think "..Things are going good."

(Bey) "Have you guys made it to that level yet?" i said being nosy.

(Kelly) "OMG BEY, YOU SICKO."

(Jay) "Really B.." 

(Solo) burst out laughing.

(Sanaa) "Gosh nosy....and im not gonna speak about that with Solo in the room, we'll save that convo for later."

(Bey) laughing "ok, ok....."

After our nice little meal we all set around chilling, laughing, and just having fun. Karina finally made it home and when she did her and Sanaa dipped off. Kelly and I talked about her staying with me until the whole Reggie thing was straighten out. She and I were on our way to her house to grab a few of her things. When we arrived to Kelly's house we both were a little nervous. We had no idea if Reggie was stalking the house or what. But if he was, i had Jay's gun and Jay on speed dial. 

When walked inside the house and found that it had been trashed from top to bottom. I mean her sofa was tore up, lamps were broken, glass was everywhere, and on her wall they had spray painted If i can't have you, no one will. Kelly and I immediately became scared and frightened. So i called the police. In the meantime, while we waited for them to come, I helped Kelly gather up the her things that weren't destroyed. Once the police got there, Kelly wrote them a statement about her and Reggie's relationship, and what he did to her house, where she also pressed charges and put out a restraining order against him. 

After leaving from Kelly's and having to go down to the precinct to file the charges and restraining order. We headed back to the house. When we got in, Jay was all frantic like and all worked up because he was worried something might had happen to us because of the amount of time we were gone.

(Bey) "Jay calm down, where fine."

(Kelly) "Yea, we just had to go to the precinct and file charges against Reggie and put out a restraining order..."

(Bey) "Thats why it took so long."

(Jay) starts to calm down a little "Okay." he said as he went and set down.

I began to observe Jay and watch him, as he seemed to be a little uneasy at the moment. I could tell it was something on his mind. I looked over at Kelly, giving her that look to give Jay and I some privacy, and from there she headed upstairs and i made my way over to Jay. He was sitting on the edge of the couch rocking, deep into his thoughts as if he a something heavy on his mind, and i wanted to know.

(Bey) "Jay...is everything okay...you seem a little...ehhh."

(Jay) "Im just thinking B, thats all..." he said as he frustratedly rubbed his head.

(Bey) "Well the only way for you to get through it is for you and i to communicate, remember?..." i said reminding him "...So come on, talk to me."

(Jay) takes a deep sigh "Well after you and Kelly left...i recieved a call from my lawyer.."

(Bey) "Ok and...."

(Jay) "Well when they let me go the first time, it was due to insufficient evidence...And well..."

(Bey) "Jay im not a mind reader ok....just say what you have to say..." i said becoming aggravated.

(Jay) "Well now they're saying they have witnesses saying that i was there, and they saw everything...and if so...then that would lead to a violation of my probation and i might have to face some time."

I set quiet for a minute, as i took in all what Jay had said. I wanted to gather my thoughts and my words properly before giving him any advice.

(Bey) "Well Jay....you can't say that you couldn't see this coming..." i began "...I mean look at what you were charged with the first time...ATTMEPT TO MURDER, and now your in trouble for beating a man halfway to death."

(Jay) "Well thanks for being so sympathetic..." he said sound like he was upset.

(Bey) "Well if you expect me to lie to you and tell you everything is going to be ok, WELL IM NOT. You are accountable for your own actions...and little do you know, your actions not only effect you but the people around you...."

Jay just set the with a stupid look on his face because he knew what Bey was saying was right.

(Bey) "It's no longer just the JAY SHOW anymore. You have me and you have baby girl to think about. So why you wanna go around and react off of everything little thing go ahead and be my guess, because i can tell you...all you are going to do is lead us to a world of trouble."

(Jay) "Well everyone can't be perfect like you Beyoncé!"

(Bey) "Oh baby, if you think I'm perfect...ch you thought wrong...im far from it. I understand that people make mistakes but you have to own up to them. FACE THEM and DEAL WITH THEM. But know that if you want better you must do better."

(Jay) deep sighs "But it's just not that easy when you've been this way for so long."

(Bey) "Well you should be lucky...you have someone like ME, who's willing to put up with you. I knew from day one, when i saw you, the type of guy you were. But that didn't stop me from being with you...it was who you are on the inside that made me want to be with you, and is the REASON why IM STILL HERE TODAY!"

Jay turns head head away in shame.

(Bey) turns Jay's head back around "Look at me..." i said very sweetly "...To me time doesn't mean anything....it's the effort that is put forth to show that you care and despite our ups and downs...i know all the good our relationship has brought. So you can go ahead and feel sorry for your self, but I'm not. If its one thing that i learned from you, thats too deal with things head on and handle my responsibilities as a WOMAN.....and Jay you are my man so i need you to act like it...You need me just as much as i need you...."

Jay just stares at Bey very hard, soaking in all that she is saying.

(Bey) "So here's what we can do..." i began "...Take all that we have experienced in these last 7 months and leave them where they are. Where just gonna put that all behind us...."

(Jay) "So what are you saying B?"

(Bey) "Lets start over...lets make a clean start....We got baby girl to think about....and if I'm bringing a child into this world, you and i have to have a strong solid foundation to build upon...because i don't want my baby caught up in any mess."

(Jay) "I..I....I don't know what to say...." he said stuttering "...Im just speechless right now......I swear at times i feel i not deserve you, you are just too good to me, especially after all that i put you through."

(Bey) "Thats because in real true love, you see the light in everything....and all that other nonsense doesn't matter. The way i feel for you.....i don't think i could ever feel like this for another man...I believe Jay that you and i were meant for each other...because when i go back and look and see how everything played out...i can see that it was only for the best."

And when i said that, i swear on everything i never knew Jay cried or even could cry. He was always so hard and tough all the time. When i saw that one little tear fall from his eye,   i knew right then and there he finally got all that i had been saying to him and that things were going to change from here on out. 



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