Chp 35 Where it All Began

RE-CAP: Bey heads to Houston for Tony's  father funeral, where she gets into a fight with Victoria at the club. Bey and her dad are at it again. Mathew and Ms. Tina are going through something.

(Chapter Mood Introduction)
Since seeing my mom crying, it was very hard for me to leave her like that. But i had to get back to get prepared for my move to Atl. We had only 3 more months left of filming and on top of that my album I had to push the date back for my album. I had so much to do and so much planned that i really needed my mom's support and help, especially with her being my manager and all, but i couldn't bother her because i know she was going through something. And with Jay being away handling his business, think were becoming a lot harder for me. It's like i was being hit with things one after another.

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It's been almost 2 weeks since i've been back from Houston. Jay would be home minute now. Although i was suppose to be in Atlanta, we had to hold off for another couple of days because of the weather and other little things. I was a bit happy because that gave me enough time to get back into the studio and finish up on my album. All i needed was for Jay to finish up with his part and we were good to go. My schedule was so crazy and hectic, i barley had time to pee. But i did manage to put together a little get together with all my close friends. Jay and I will be celebrating our 7 month anniversary as a couple on the 8th of April, so i figured why not have a party, a couples part for all of us to celebrate. It was only one day away.

I was out running errands as usual with Solo. Me and her had got to talking about my mom an she begin telling me that the last time she was up there they were arguing like crazy and acting weird around each other. Solo and I knew something was up between mom and dad, because it's not like them to be arguing and be at each other throats. After talking it about it, i decided to give her a call to check on her but when she didn't answer i became worried. So i sent her a text letting her know i was here for her and for her to please call me. My mom has been there for me numerous times and its only right i do the same.

After driving around for about another 2 hours, Solo and i headed home. I spent the most of my day out and about, handling business. All i wanted to do when i got home was relax. These past couple of weeks, i have really been feeling exhausted so i was trying to rest up as much as i can. When i made it home, i became so excited because my love was home. I couldn't have ran to him fast enough. He was sitting on the couch eating a turkey and ham sandwich, watching the game. I rushed over to him, giving him the biggest hug and kiss ever.

(Jay) "Well i see i've been missed." he joked.

(Solo) walking into the living room "Hey Jay...."

(Jay) "Whats up Solo?..." starts back talking to Bey "...So where yal coming from?"

(Bey) "Just running a few errands..." i said then picked up the other half of Jays sandwich and bit into it.

(Jay) "Oh ok--" notices Bey eating his sandwich ".....hold on, who told you, you could have a bite of my sandwich."

(Bey) "My hungry ass stomach, thats who." i teased, still eating in his sandwich.

(Jay) "Fatty...."

(Bey) talking with her mouth full of food "Shut up!"

(Jay) laughs "No for real though....you looking like you packed on a few pounds." he said squeezing on Bey's side.

(Bey) "And sooo..." she said as she fanned Jay's hand away "...and ow, stop that hurts."

(Jay) "Cry baby...."

(Bey) "Meanie" i said sitting there playfully pouting.

(Jay) "Don't nobody care that your pouting...." he teased.

(Bey) "I aint pouting punk..."

Then it got all quiet because Jay started focusing his attention back on the game. I began to think about things like the song and my album, which reminded me that Jay still has to go and finish on it.

(Bey) "Jay..." i said trying to get his attention.

(Jay) "Whats up baby..." he said still looking at tv.

(Bey) "When do you plan on going back to the studio, you know we still have to finish up on our song."

(Jay) "Yea, yea, yea i know." he said still not paying me any attention. I just sat there staring at him for a minute.

(Bey) "Jay" i said once more.

(Jay) "Huh?"

(Bey) "Do you hear me?" i asked.

(Jay) turns and looks at Bey "Yea i hear you..." he said letting out a laugh "...if you want to we can go after the game goes off."

(Bey) "Ugh no, thats gonna be too late" i whined.

(Jay) "Well do you wanna go tomorrow?"

(Bey) "We can't, the party is tomorrow, duh."

(Jay) "Oh yea thats right."

(Bey) "So what we gonna do...."

(Jay) "Well i'll just go in tonight after the game and finish it up. Then we'll call the producers tomorrow and the executives and go from there. Sounds cool?"

(Bey) "Yea its sounds cool..." i said beginning to get up.

(Jay) "Where you going?"

(Bey) "Upstairs to shower and get ready for bed...."

(Jay) "Bed, it's only 9 o'clock."

(Bey) "I know..." i said "...im just tired thats all. I been ripping and running all day....."

(Jay) "Oh alright then..." he said "...come give me a kiss before you go."

I walked over to Jay and kissed him. "Goodnight" i said.

(Jay) "Night...." he said as he watched me walk away.

When i got upstairs i hopped straight in the shower then went straight to bed. I was really tired. I probably should have spent some more time with Jay, but i was just too exhausted.

***(Jay's POV)
After the game went off, i went on headed off to the studio. I was surprised to see Karina and Sinaa there when i got there. But i didn't mind them being there though. Sinaa has been keeping me posted about Karina, telling me they been working on something good. I was eager to see what she was made of.

(Jay) "Hey little missy?" i said speaking to Karina.

(Karina) "Hey Mr. Carter." she said with the cutest smile.

(Jay) "Mr. Carter?..." i asked out loud to myself "...You make me seem old." i said playfully.

(Karina and Sinaa) laughing.

(Karina) "Well what should i call you?"

(Jay) "Call me Jay, Shawn, Uncle Jay...whatever you wanna call me."

(Karina) "I think i'll call you uncle Jay." she replied.

(Jay) "Cool, i like that..." focusing his attention on Sinaa who was sitting on the couch "...Whats up with you?...." he said giving her a tap on her shoulder "...You look like you about ready to pass out."

(Sinaa) light chuckle "Nothing....just tired. I've been with her everyday all day, for the past 2 weeks in the studio, and on top of that i've been working too, Oh and i hope you don't mind us being in here while you were gone."

(Jay) "Yea i know how you feel, but after a while you become use too it. And no i don't mind, thats what i have a studio for, feel free to use it anytime."

(Sinaa) "Oh okay good, and thanks. But shit i hope so because I'm just been like...WHEW!" she said laughing.

(Jay) laughs "Ha...but yea you will..."i said, then changing the subject "... So what else has been going on?" i asked.

(Sinaa) "Oh God, what hasn't been going on..." she started off "...So I'm finally filing for divorce."

(Jay) "Whaaaat?" i asked all shocked, i didn't even know she was married.

Sinaa nodds her head and starts talking a little quieter, i guess she didn't want Karina to hear what we were talking about.

(Sinaa) "Yup...i just feel like it's been 2 years to long that we've been separated and there has been no progress what so ever and I'm just done waiting around."

(Jay) "Damn..." i mumbled "...Well I'm sorry that you have to go through that but if you ever need anyone to talk too, you know Bey and I are hear for you."

(Sinaa) "Thanks, i appreciate it."

(Jay) "Your welcome..." i began "...well I'm go into my office and let you guys finish up in here, if you need me i'll be right down the hall." i said and began walking away.

(Karina) "Wait Uncle Jay...."

(Jay) turns around "Whats up?"

(Karina) "I want you to here this song that i been working on."

(Jay) sits on the arm of the couch "Okay let me here it."

I sat and listened to Karina's song which was actually pretty good. After chopping it up with them for a few moments longer, i headed down to my office. I sat around in there filling out paper work, checking out my schedule, and all sorts of other work related things. Once they were done doing what they were doing, i went in their and did what i had to do. Sinaa and Karina ended up staying with me the whole night, we actually had tons of fun. I managed to finish the rest of the song and i helped Karina tweak hers. I didn't get home until about 4 in the morning. I thought it was the cutest thing, when i came home and saw Bey laying in bed completely knocked out. She was laying on her stomach with her butt tooted up in the air, looking so beautiful. I stripped down into my shorts and climbed in bed next to her where i cuddled up with her and dosed off.

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***(Bey's POV)
The next morning i awoke to the sound of Jay showering. I sat in bed for a few moments to let my body adjust to waking up. After that i proceeded to the bathroom so that i could brush my teeth and freshen up. As i was brushing my teeth the image of Jay in the shower, all hot and steaming got me all worked up. After i finished brushing my teeth i stripped out of my clothes and made my way to the shower, where i joined Jay. When i opened the door to the shower Jay turned around a bit surprised, but i guess that was because i must have startled him. He turned around facing me with this big ass grin on his face. I slowly walked over to him trying not to slip, but i made myself look sexy. When i got with in arms reach of Jay, he pulled me in close to him and we started going at it. The water from the shower sprayed onto our bodies. We danced around in the shower, going all over the place. 

Jay had me pinned up against the wall as he made love to me. I held on to Jay tight but it was hard to keep a hold of him because our bodies were so wet and slippery. I moaned softly into Jay's ears as he brought a great feel of pleasure to my body.

(Bey) "Yessssss Jay yesssssss!" i said.

Jay rubbed his hands through my hair as he held me up with his big strong arms. He kissed me so passionately, so sweetly, and so exhilarating. He let the water run down on our bodies as they pressed up against each other. He caressed my body from top to bottom, rubbing his hands up my back, gripping on my thighs and ass, and stroking me every so sweetly. My nails left marks into Jay's arms and back, as i tried to fight through the pleasurable pain i was feeling. We went on for about a good 30 mins, until we decided to move into the bedroom, but we didn't make it out the bathroom. Jay placed me upon the counter where he had me on my toes, leaning over the sink. I watched in the mirror as Jay went to work but it was too foggy to see anything. 

Jay began to notice me trying to watch him through the mirror. He pulled me up to hair by my hair, but in a way that i liked and started sucking on my neck as he head on to my hair. I don't know why but that drove me crazy. I took it upon myself to to break away from Jay, he was always pleasing me it was my turn to please him. I turned and face Jay as we started tonging each other down, but then i broke from the kiss and began to slowly drop down, making my way down, to well you know. The minute i started going, i felt Jay's body tense up. His whole body had jerked. I laughed to myself, at him doing that. 

(Jay) "Shit Bey.......got damn!" he yelled out.

After a while i began to tease Jay, i already made him come at least 3 or 4 times, i knew i could get one more out of him. I took the tip of my tongue and started playing with the tip of Jay, when i did that mf started grabbing on to my damn hair. I was trying so hard not to laugh. I did that for a few minute, flicking it back and forth across it really fast. When i felt him about explode, i stop and let him simmer down, i wanted to play with him some more. I started licking up Jay and all around, then i decided to let it go deep into my mouth. The shit was dang there down my throat, but i knew how to handle it. I started going really fast, so fast that i couldn't even catch my breath. When i felt Jay come, i caught it in my mouth and spit it in the sink. I wiped my face and rinsed my mouth with water and turned back around to look at Jay who was sweating bullets. He just stood there staring at me with a smirk in his face as he wiped the sweat from his head. I smiled at Jay and walked out of the bathroom. And he followed behind me.


(Jay) "Got damn girl....you sure do know how to make a nigga sweat." he joked as he pulled some things out of the drawers.

(Bey) giggles "Well what can i say....i gotta keep my man satisfied."

(Jay) "And your doing a hell of a good job.....no, no, no i take that back....your doing a GREAT job." 

(Bey) going back into the bathroom "Tell me something i don't know." i teased.

(Jay) comes into the bathroom right after Bey "You can't keep walking around like this..." he said as he smacked my ass "You bound to get a nigga going again."

(Bey) chuckles "Well thats cuz I'm getting back in the shower, i have to do a double wash after that one."

(Jay) laughing "I hear that..."

After showering i went and met Jay and Solo, downstairs for breakfast. She was hooking it up. Jay set the table while, I help Solo bring out the food. I didn't bother to get fancied up today, because i didn't plan on doing anything and besides the get together wasn't until 8 anyways. After everything was done, we all set at the table and began to eat.

(Jay) "Man i can't believe it's been 7 months....." he said starting off the conversation.

(Bey) "Yea i know, its crazy how things happened but they worked out for the best." i said smiling at Jay.

(Jay) smiles back at Bey "So Solo, how long have you and Daniel been together?" 

(Solo) "2 1/2 years maybe 3.....we messed around for a minute until we decided to go official."

(Jay) "Oh okay....thats good. But ima just leave it at that....i don't wan a get into anymore details about your relationship." he said playfully.

(Solo) laughs "What you mean?"

(Jay) gives Solo a look "You know what i mean.......!"

(Bey and Solo) laughing

(Bey) "Right because still to this day.....I just be like i can't believe it."

(Jay) chuckles

(Solo) "Omg can we change the subject..." she said as her face became red.

(Jay) "Yes....i totally agree."

(Bey) laughing "I don't no why your so ashamed, you need to embrace your woman hood, hell i wa---...." looks over at Jay "...Your right lets just change the subject."

(Jay) "Oh nooo, no no no....dont try to change it now, you were what?" he said being all nosy.

(Solo) cracking up

(Bey) gets quiet for a minute "I was gonna say.....I didn't start enjoying sex until i met you baby." i said trying to save my ass.

(Jay) chuckles "Good save....."

(Solo) "Ok ewww.....on that note i am done eating...." she said as she began to get up from the table "...if you need me, i'll be in my room. I gotta go get showered and stuff anyways."

(Jay) looks at Bey "See what you did..."he teased.

(Bey) "Hey it is what it is...." i said letting out a small laugh "...So how did things go in the studio last night?" i asked changing the subject.

(Jay) "Things went good, i was able to finish and everything. I was also ran into Sinaa and Karina there too as well."

(Bey) "Oh really, how are things going with them?"

(Jay) "They coming along good, Karina is actually on the start of a new song and when i was talking to Sinaa she was telling me that she was filing for divorce."

(Bey) "What?..." i asked a little surprised "...Well that good for her, its about time...2 years is a long time."

(Jay) "Yea i know.....i told her if she needed someone to talk to that she has me and you."

(Bey) "Good. I have to make sure i call her today, do you know if she found a place or not?"

(Jay) "A place? Where is she staying now?"

(Bey) "The Ritz Carlton...i gave her a number to a realtor and everything maybe she just hasnt found what she's been looking for?"

(Jay) "Oh word...." starts to think "I don't like that they have to stay in a hotel, i know how it feels not to have a secure home  and  a place of comfort..."

(Bey) "Well i don't know what else to do? Besides let them move in until she is able to get her self situated."

(Jay) "Thats exactly what i was been thinking, but why do that when they can just stay at my place since I'm hardly ever even there."

I thought to myself about it for a minute, I was with Jay on not liking them having to stay in a hotel, because all myself i always had a secure foundation. I never had to worry about anything. I was skeptical though about them staying at Jay's, but that's just my insecurities getting to me. I don't want to bring it up to him that i'm feeling some type of way because then he's going to say its me being jealous and i don't wanna go through that all over again. And i know Sinaa seems harmless but it just the principle of things. But then again, Jay didn't mind when it came to me helping Tony out and he has no relation to him, but Sinaa is both a friend to Jay and I so i don't see the harm.

(Bey) "Hmm i don't know Jay, i mean i wouldn't mind them staying here."

(Jay) "What you mean Bey, are you sure your gonna be comfortable with that....I just trying to make it so that we can have our space and they can have theirs."

(Bey) "Well i understand that, but i'll feel more comfortable with having them here then at your place."

(Jay) "You know what baby....your right and i understand where you are coming from. I guess me and you can always chill out at my place and we ever need our alone time...and besides i'll be gone most of time while they're staying here anyway cuz I'm still on tour."

(Bey) "You see, now everything is worked out. We just have to see what Sinaa thinks about it."

(Jay) "Oh okay cool...." starts to think about things again "...Hey i've noticed you haven't been talking to Kelly lately, whats going on with that?" he said as he took a sip of his juice.

(Bey) "I don't know, we've been missing each other lately because our schedules are conflicting so we haven't really been communicating, but i sent her a text about the party tonight hopefully she shows."

(Jay) "Oh okay and i hope so too."

Jay and i finished up with our breakfast and afterwards he told me to get dress so that he and i could go for walk. I eagerly got ready, it's not to often that Jay and I get to do things together with both of our schedules being so busy. After getting dress, we hopped in the car and drove around for about hour making our way into the city. After a while we got out and walked around going in and out of different stores just enjoying things and each other. Of course Jay ass would be hungry because we stopped at a hotdog stand and he order 2 hotdogs, 1 for me and 2 for him. We spent most of our day in the city, just walking around and sight seeing. Once we felt we were ready to go we headed back home. 

I came back home with shopping bags, from the stuff i had Jay buy me when we were at some of the stores. I also had a ketchup stain on my shirt from it dripping off the damn hot dog, so i had to go upstairs to change. It was only around 5 o'clock, we still had 3 hours until the party. I searched around the house for Solo to she if she would help set up things, only to find that she was gone.  I called her to see where she was and found out she had gone to the studio to meet up with Karina. She wasn't attending the party because Daniel wasn't here and also it was just for the much older couples. After getting off the phone with her, my mom had started calling.


***(PHONE CONVO)

(Bey) "Hey mom, how you doing?" I was in the kitchen preparing the snacks and orderves for tonight. 

(Ms. Tina) "Hey baby, I'm fine...how are you?"

(Bey) "Im okay, just getting things ready for the party tonight."

(Ms. Tina) "Oh so you did decide to have it then?"

(Bey) "Yea, i wish you could be here though...."

(Ms. Tina) "I wish i could too..." she said sounding all down.

(Bey) "Mom whats wrong?....I can hear it in your voice that something is bothering you."

(Ms. Tina) "Oh nothing baby, I'm just tired thats all."

(Bey) "Mom, i been your daughter for 21 years to know that something is wring with you...now start talking." i said sounding like her.

(Ms. Tina) letting out a soft chuckle "You are your mothers daughter thats for sure...."

(Bey) "I know i am..." i said getting out my laugh "...now start talking missy, whats up with you?"

All of a sudden things got real quiet on the phone, i heard my mom take a deep breath, i knew what she was about to tell me was something extreme, i just quietly prepared myself for the news.

(Ms. Tina) "I hired a private investigator on you father."

A "private investigator", it thought to myself.

(Ms. Tina) "Lately i've been knowing things between us has changed, and after 23 years of knowing someone, you just know when things aren't the same...."

(Bey) "So what are you trying to say mom?" My voice became shaky and tears started forming in my eyes. I could hear my mom voice began to crack, but not once did she start crying.

(Ms. Tina) "Well apparently he's been messing around, and some how i always knew but i just needed proof."

(Bey) "What?..." i said as i broke out crying "...Mom with who?"

(Ms. Tina) "Calm down baby, things are going to be alright. And thats not important...."

(Bey) "Mom no it's not, and thats not right....who was the girl?"

(Ms. Tina) "Baby thats not important because regardless of the who the girl was, he still cheated and thats enough right there."

(Bey) "Well what are you going to do?" i asked as i began to calm down.

(Ms. Tina) "Right now I'm still just figuring things out, but i need you to do something for me Beyoncé."

(Bey) "Anything mom, you name it."

(Ms. Tina) "I don't want you to speak about this to no one, don't let Solo know, nor Angie, or Kelly, or anybody. Until i figure out how I'm going to handle things."

(Bey) sniffles "Okay mom."

(Ms. Tina) "Now you stop crying and you go on and get your see together for your party later on, and I'm going to give you a call tomorrow."

(Bey) "Okay..." i said trying to restrain from crying "...i love you mama."

(Ms. Tina) "I love you too baby..." she said as she hung up.

After getting off the phone, i sat in the kitchen, leaning over the counter with my head rested in my arms. I was in total shock at what my dad had did. I hated more then ever. I stayed in there for a few moments longer trying to get myself together. I didn't want Jay to see me crying, but i couldn't help it, i needed someone to talk to. I left out the kitchen searching around for Jay, calling out his name and everything but he was gone. Now i became paranoid and worried, i wondered where he had went off too. I picked up my phone to call him and saw that he had texted me about 10 mins ago, saying he had gone to pick something up he'd be back in a few. I was relieved and at ease, but i was still upset about what my mom told me. I went to the bar and poured me up a drink, to calm my nerves. I then finished preparing the food and everything else for tonight. I waited around for Jay to come back. He came back an hour before the party started.

(Bey) "Where did you go?" i said as i met him at the door.

(Jay) "I went to pick up a few things for the party..." he said, carrying a few bags in his hands "...I bought some drinks, chips, and a couple of other things.." he said showing me.

(Bey) "Oh...." i said looking at all of them and turned around and started heading upstairs.

(Jay) "Whats up with you, you seem all..---" he said following behind me.

(Bey) "Yea I'm fine...." i said as i practically stomped up the stairs.

(Jay) "Are you because you look like you've been crying?"

(Bey) "Yes and if you don't mind, i really don't feel like talking about it." i snapped.

(Jay) "Well okay, but I'm here when you decide you want to."

(Bey) "Ok." i said as i made my way into the bathroom closing the door behind me.

My emotions were all over the place. I can't believe my dad would do such a thing. I could feel all what my mom was going through. It almost felt i was reliving in the moment. But i didn't want to let what my mom had said ruin my day, although i was so upset about it. I decided to take a shower to relax my nerves and also to freshen up for the party. 

                (Jays thoughts)
              I wonder whats up with Bey, before i left she was perfectly fine now she seem like she 
              mad and upset. I  mean i sent her text to let her know i had left, so she can't be mad        
             about that, let alone enough to make her cry. But I'm sure what ever it is she'll come      
             talk to me about that. We've have been getting so much better at communicating that 
            it's making our relationship so much better.

After i was done showering and getting ready it was close to the time of the party. I made my way downstairs to make sure everything was all set up. Jay was in the living room arranging things and setting the table. I smiled at how helpful he was being, i kind of felt bad bad for giving him such an attitude earlier when all he was doing was being so concerned.

I walked up behind Jay and hugged him from behind, giving him a bit a surprise. He just turned back and smiled at me, then we became face to face with each other, holding one another. 

(Bey) "Im sorry for earlier....I was just upset about something my mom had told me and i didn't mean to take it out on you."

(Jay) "It's okay..." he said as he brushed my hair out of my face with his hand "...im just happy to see you in a better mood."

(Bey) Kisses Jay "I love you...."

(Jay) kissed Bey back "I love you too."

DING DONG. Someone had arrived, already. 

(Bey) "I wonder who that is?" i said as i walked to the door.

(Jay) following behind "It's probably Chris and Gwyn, you know white people are always early for everything!" he joked.

(Bey) "Shut up stupid." i said laughing.

When i saw Gwyn and Chris standing there at the door, Jay and I fell out laughing. I thought it was too funny that he was right. We all greeted one another and  took the bottle of champagne they had brought and set it by the bar. We all made our way into the living room, and poured us up a drink and so the night started. After that, Angie and Ty showed up with each other, then along came Ye and his new girl Amber. She was a very pretty girl but she seem a little when you know skeptical.

Things were going great. Drinks were flowing, everybody was talking, laughing, and shaving a good time. But there was still no sign of Kelly until i got a text from her saying she was outside. I anxiously went to the door to meet her, i was a little nervous because we hadn't spoke in a minute. When i got to the door and opened it, i seen Kelly walking up and she had this other dude with her. He was smoking on a cigarette, well at least thats what i think it was. He was standing against the car, and the way he looked, he seem like he was mean looking. When Kelly got to the door she and I hugged, and we went on inside the house.

(The Guy) "Aye Baby..." he said talking to Kelly.

(Kelly) "Yes babe...."

(The Guy) "I'll be in, in a minute."

(Kelly) "Okay...." she said proceeding on in the house.

(Bey) "Im just gonna pull this door up, but you can come in whenever..." i said to him. 

(The Guy) "Iight."   

(Bey) "Kelly who is that and what happened with Nelly?" i asked all curious and all types of nosy.

(Kelly) "Oh girl Nelly was just....well you know......But Reggie and i are together now. we've been dating for the past couple of months, but it's official now."

(Bey) "Well whats his deal? He seems a little uh...."   

(Kelly) "Oh he's just seems that way, but he's a great guy once you get to meet him."

(Bey) "Okay....if you say so."

Kelly and I got inside where she greeted everyone. Then we sat off to the side and discussed the way things been between us. She was telling how's she been busy, as been i and the she wasnt mad at me or anything. We talked about some other things and i told her how things went down in Houston, about Tony, and about Victoria. She was shocked to hear about everything, especially Victoria and said how she wish she was there too. After that Reggie had came back in and she had went off with him. I noticed how her behavior changed when he came around. I felt something was a little fishy about him. 

Next thing you know Sinaa had showed up, I was happy she came out considering all that she was going through. After she greeted everybody me and her shared in a conversation and i told her about what Jay and I had discussed. She was delighted to hear the news, and thanked me for being so helpful and supportive. She was going to be moving in as soon as possible. Once everybody was all there the night really had picked up. Everyone was pretty much buzzing and enjoying there time. The night really got interesting when Gwyn and Chris announced that they were engaged. Everyone was so excited and happy for them. 

Just when we thought things couldnt have got more interesting, Jay comes in the house with this tall dark skin guy, who was so fine....he had me, Gwyn, Kelly, Ang, and Sinaa all drooling at the mouth. That dude gave me butterflies in my stomach. I tossed back at shot and sat my ass down, i did not want Jay to see me groveling over this guy. Apparently the guy was a friend of Jay. He brought him the to introduce him to Sinaa. I thought that was very considerate of him. Jay called me over to introduce him to me, after meeting him i grabbed the bottle he came with and set it the bar. Then Jay went and introduced Morris to Sinaa. Love was so in the air tonight.

Jay was really full of surprises tonight because this time in he walks with a woman. A beautiful woman at that. The look on all the girls faces, especially mines was priceless. We all thought we were about to whoop a bitch ass. She had all the guys sitting there with there jaws dropped to the floor. I instantly went over to introduce myself, but before i could get a word out she started speaking like she knew me.

(Alicia) "Beyoooooncé..." she said full of excitement "...It's so nice to finally meet you." she said extending out her hand.

(Bey) I examined her as i spoke and shook her hand. "Hi and I'm sorry, but you are?"

(Alicia) "Oh, excuse me....im sorry I'm being rude. Im Alicia, I'm Jays's jeweler."

(Bey) "Ohhh his jeweler..." i said still skeptical of her "...Jay what happened with Benjy?"

(Jay) to Alicia "Excuse me for a minute..." he said pulling me off to the side "Bey..." he said chuckling "...calm down babe, Benjy's still around, but Alicia she's a new jeweler she has her own custom made jewelry. I hired her to design some stuff for you."

I felt a little stupid, but i still couldn't be too sure, especially  after what my mom had told me, my guard was most definitely up.

(Bey) "Like what?" i asked, a little eager to see what he had.

(Jay) "Well i guess now would be the perfect time to tell you then..." he said beginning to speak all loud as if he wanted everybody to hear.

(Bey) "Jay tell me what?" i said whispering, trying to remind Jay that we were having a private conversation.

(Jay) starts calling out to everyone " Aye yo, everybody..." he said signaling everyone to circle around us "...Lets all just gather around for this brief moment real quick."

My heart raced, as so many thoughts rushed through my head. I know a couple of weeks ago I was saying how I wasn't ready but deep down I'm actually am, I'm just nervous because I really want things to work out.

Everyone began to gather around Jay and I. I started shaking as Jay stepped to me grabbing me by the hand. I was cheesing from ear to ear, I couldn't stop smiling. My cheeks became red as I started to blush. I put my other hand over my face to hide it.

(Jay) "You know Bey..." Jay said as he started talking "...these past 7 months have been the best months of my life, and I told you from day one I felt something strong between us.....and well I can't think of anybody else I would rather have my my side....your a beautiful woman, you are and I just have one question to ask...."

Jay started getting down on one knee and you could here everyone start gasping and throwing in comments. I couldn't believe all this was going on. It was so unexpected because we never really talked too much about marriage. I mean I know Jay told me one time that he wanted to marry me, but now that he's actually going through with it is all such a different feeling.

(Jay) "So Ms. Beyoncé Giselle Knowles.." he said as he cracked a smile "...Do you mind if I make you a Carter?" he asked, holding the ring out in his hand.

And with no hesitation, I calmly but excitedly said "No, I don't mind."

And with that being said Jay placed that rock on my finger and stood to his feet and we shared in a deep long kiss. There was a whole lot of applauding and cheering. I was happier then I ever been, all I kept thinking about was how I couldn't wait to be Mrs. Beyoncé Giselle Knowles-Carter!!!!





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