Chapter 17 "Where it Al Began"

After a wonderful night with Shawn, i woke up feeling like i was on top of the world. When i awoke Shawn was gone, i was hoping to spend sometime with him this morning. He left a note though, letting me know he  had went home to shower and change clothes and that he was going to be in the studio all day. As for Solo and Daniel, they were making their way back to the house. I really didn't have much to do today so i made plans to meet with my doctor about getting on a more efficient birth control and made plans with my mom. I was trying to wait for Solo and Daniel to get here, but it seem like they were taking for ever. Just as i was walking out the door Kelly called.


.......................(Phone Convo)


(Bey) walking out the door "Hey Kel whats up?"


(Kelly) "Nothing, packing."


(Bey) "Packing???......Where you going?"


(Kelly) "I got a couple events and party's to sponsor out in LA, so ima be gone for about a week or so?"


(Bey) "Oh and you weren't going to tell me?"


(Kelly) "Girl i forgot myself, i had to check my schedule and then when i did, i realized i got a few shows coming up too."


(Bey) "You sound like me." i said chuckling.


(Kelly) "So are you coming to my show in Denver, you know La gonna be there and besides we need a little vacay together."


(Bey) starts to think "Hmmmm, i don't know Kel, you now how my schedule could be at times........What day is it?"


(Kelly) "Nov. 15"


(Bey) "Okay i can do that, but you gotta come to Chris surprise party on the 18th."


(Kelly) "Alright deal.......Well what you doing?"


(Bey) getting in the car "Well right now, I'm  headed to the doctor's office, then later on I'm meeting up with mama."


(Kelly) "Doctors? And she back already?"


(Bey) "Yea girl, i gotta go see whats up on this birth control and i was gonna do some catching her."


(Kelly) "Oh okay."


(Bey) "Well when you leaving?"


(Kelly) "First thing in the morning."


(Bey) "Okay, maybe we could could all do something later before you leave tonight, Ima talk to Shawn about it and you talk to Kanye."


(Kelly) "Sound cool to me."


(Bey) "Alright love, let me get off this phone and get going, ill call you later."


(Kelly) "Alright." hangs up.


I pulled up to the hospital about 10 mins after getting off the phone with Kelly. I got signed in and all that and shortly after the Doctor was calling me to the back. Im glad it didn't take long because i hate waiting for a long time.


(Doctor) "Okay Mrs. Knowles, what brings you back in today, it's been a while huh?"


She was my doctor, i've been seeing since i've been in NY. But not the one i seen about the baby and the miscarriage.


(Bey) "Yes it has'' i said letting out a small laugh "Well i was just wondering what different types of birth control are more efficient because even though i was on the pills, i still ending up getting pregnant. I don't know if it was because i had missed a couple of days or what?"


(Doctor) "Wel sometimes that is the case but it also depends on your body type and what not, so what i could do is run a few test to see which type of birth control is more efficient for you body type."


(Bey) "Okay thats fine, but i don't have to strip down or anything?" i asked a little embarrassed.


(Doctor) chuckling "No, you won't have to do any of that" she said starting to walk to the door. "I'll be back in a few, a nurse will be in here soon though to come run the test."


(Bey) giggling "Alright"


The nurse came in a few moments later. She did all that she had to do and left back out. It wasn't long until the doctor was coming back in.


(Doctor) reading over a sheet of paper "Okay, Mrs. Knowles, i seems that the one's that your body is most compatible with is either the shot, the surgery, or the ring?"


I was familiar with the shot but not the ring or the surgery, although i heard of it.


(Bey) "Can you explain them please?"


(Doctor) "Well of course with the shot, you just come in every 3 months to get it. The surgery, we just insert a pin inside of you, well in your arm, and that last for about 2 years, and with the ring, you just simply place that inside your pelvis area, and that last for about  years. "


(Bey) "And what are the effects?"


(Doctor) "Well with the shot, it may cause weight gain. The surgery could cause scarring and reoccurring pain and the ring, you just have to make sure you position it in their right so that it doesn't fall out of place or get misplaced, so which one do you think you like the best?"


Well i can't do the shot and get fat, it would be bad for bookings. The surgery will cause scarring and being a model, i can't have scars.


(Bey) thinking "I think i'll go with the ring."


(Doctor) "When do you want it done?"


(Bey) "Well when can i do it?"


(Doctor) "If you want to we can do it now, and we can insert it for you so you want have any complications."


(Bey) "Okay, cool. We can do that?"


(Doctor) "Okay, let me go call for a nurse. If you would, would you just go ahead and strip out of your bottoms, you could cover up with this here blanket if you want."


(Bey) "i knew i was going to have to strip down sooner or later." i joked.


(Doctor) laughs then leaves to get a nurse.


I was sitting in bed and some things crossed my mind. Like what is i was having sex and if Shawn decides to go deep or something, will that effect anything. Or what if i was peeing and it just slips out, i mean it was just a lot.


(Doctor) walking in the room with the nurse "Okay, Mrs. Knowles are you all ready?"




(Bey) "Yea, but i have a question or 2 to ask you?"


(Doctor) "go ahead"


(Bey) "Well say for instance if i were, well you know having sex and my boyfriend decides he wants to go in you know a little further than usual, weeeeeell would that effect anything?" i asked, i was so embarrassed after asking her.


(Doctor) chuckling "Don't be embarrassed, thats a perfectly normal question, i thought about that too, when i decided to get the ring. But to answer you question, no it want."


(Bey) laughs "Oh okay, good."


(Doctor) "It's also very comfortable, you will never know its in there."


(Bey) "Oh okay, thats also good."


(Doctor) "Well if that's all your questions then we can get right along with things."


(Bey) "yes that is all."


Then doctor went ahead and inserted the ring in. It was a little uncomfortable at first but i soon got use to it.


(Doctor) "Alright Mrs. Knowles, you are all set to go."


(Bey) "Okay, thank you."


(Doctor) "Your welcome, well we'll leave you alone so that you could get yourself together and once you are done with that, you could leave, okay."


As i was leaving out the hospital, my mom was calling.


.................(Phone)


(Bey) "Hey Ma, whats up?"


(Ms. Tina) "I was just calling to let you know, ill be pulling up to Benny's in a min, where are you at?"


(Bey) "Uhm, leaving from the doctor's, i went to get on a new birth control."


(Ms. Tina) "Oh okay, well how ling until you get here."


(Bey) "5 maybe 10 mins."


(Ms. Tina) "Okay see you when you get here."


(Bey) "Alright." hangs up.


I pulled at Benny's about 15 mins later, the traffic was bad. I got in and my mom was already seated.


(Bey) "Hey Ma" i said going to hug her and kiss her on the cheek.


(Ms. Tina) "Hey baby, how are you?"


(Bey) sitting down "Im good ma, what about you?"


(Ms. Tina) "Im alright, you daddy is working my last nerve thats all."


(Bey) laughs "What? What he do?"


(Ms. Tina) "He just been to clingy lately, I'm like can i have a little space damn." she said chuckling.


(Bey) rolls her eyes and laughs.


(Ms. Tina) "So whats been up with you? How are things with you and Tony."


(Bey) "We're not together anymore, we're officially over."


(Ms. Tina) "Oh wow, i can't say I'm surprised but i at least had some hope for you guys."


(Bey) "Yea i know."


I gave my mom the whole run down about how things went on between Tony and I. She was so shocked to hear all thats been going on. I think she was even saddened by it because she started getting all emotional.


(Ms. Tina) "I had no clue that he was even like that and the fact that he has a child irks me, I'm just happy you are done with that sorry sun of a bi--"


(Bey) "Okay mom, i get it." i said letting out a laugh.


It was funny to see my mom when she's mad, because she starts going. Don't let the innocent face fool you.


(Ms. Tina) Laughing "Well how are things with you and, whats his name?"


(Bey) "Shawn mom. And things are good. He's really been helping me through my situation."


(Ms. Tina) "Thats good baby, I just wanna see you happy thats all."


(Bey) "I know ma, i know."


(Ms. Tina) "Well enough of all this, I'm so happy to see you and it's been a while since it's just been you and I and on top of that I'm ready to eat." she said chuckling.


(Bey) laughs "Yea i know and your are silly."


My mom and I went on and ordered. The rest of our lunch was great. I missed being able to talk and joke with my mom. She was right and has been a minute since she and i just hung without ending in a dispute.


(Bey) calls a waiter over for the bill.


(Ms. Tina) "Whoo, that was great. I had such a good time." she said wiping her mouth with a napkin.


(Waiter) "Here's your bill."


(Bey) giving the guy her card.


(Waiter) "Okay, i'll be right back."


(Bey) "So what are you doing the rest of the day?"


(Ms. Tina) "OH nothing, just probably go back to the house and get some work done. What about you?"


(Bey) "I don't know yet, I'm trying to get something planned for Kelly because she's leaving out of town tomorrow."


(Ms. Tina) "Oh yea, that rights, She's going to LA?"


(Waiter) walking up to the table "here you are Ms. Knowles" hands her a receipt to sign and her card "And could you sign right here."


(Bey) "Sure" i said signing the paper.


(Waiter) hands me a receipt to keep "Here you are, and you ladies have a good day."


(Bey and Ms. Tina) "thank you and you too."


(Bey) "Alright so are you ready to go?" i said beginning to get up.


(Ms. Tina) grabbing her purse "Yea, lets go."


My mom and I got outside and we said our goodbyes. I was going to go straight home, but i decided to pop up on Shawn at the studio. His studio wasn't far from Benny's at all, so it didn't take long to get their. When i walked in Shawn was on the mic and Kanye was behind the control panel smoking a blunt. The smell was so strong, that i probably caught contact. Shawn gave me smirk as i walked in and winked at me. I laughed because i knew what he already thinking about. I walked over to the couch to go sit down.


(Ye) "Whats up Ms. BEYOOOOOONCE." he said as i walked over to the couch.


This guy was so silly. I don't think its ever a time when he's not joking around.


(Bey) "Hey Kanye...." i said laughing.


(Ye) "Man, call me Ye. I hate my name." takes a puff.


(Bey) "My bad, Ye....daaaaaaang."


(Ye) "There we go" he said holding his hand up, to slap five.


(Bey) slaps hands with Ye "You are too much." i said chuckling.


It was hard not to laugh around him.


(Shawn) stepping out the studio "Oh you could call him Ye, but you can't call me Jay, thats fucked up." he joked.


(Bey) "But i like calling you Shawn."


(Shawn) grabbing the blunt from Ye "Yea i bet you do." he teased.


(Bey) rolls her eyes and flares up her nostrils "You get on my nerves" i said playfully.


(Shawn) takes a puff and lets out a laugh "You know its true." he said still teasing.


(Ye) "I now you aint gonna take that Bey" he said instigating


(Bey) looks at Ye "Hush up fool"


(Ye) "Oh you get all hostile with me but you don't get like that with Shawn" he teased.


(Shawn) "Yea she knows better" he said taking a bother puff.


(Bey) "How about the both of yal SHUT UP." i said talking mess, they were trying double team me.


(Shawn) laughs


(Ye) laughing "Well damn i guess she told us" he said grabbing the blunt from Shawn.


(Shawn) "Why you looking like that, is the smoke bothering you?"


(Bey) "A little bit."


(Shawn) "You want us to put it out."


(Bey) "No its cool."


(Ye) takes a puff "You sure."


(Bey) "Yea I'm sure."


(Shawn) goes to sit next to Bey "What you been doing today?" he said kissing me.


(Bey) "Went to run a few errands and met up with my mom for lunch."


I didn't want to tell him i went to the doctor in front of Ye then have to explain it. It would of been awkward.


(Shawn) "Oh okay." he said kissing me again.


(Bey) "Eew can stop kissing on me." i joked.


(Ye) passing the blunt to Shawn.


(Shawn) takes a puff "Oh you don't want me kissing on you?"


(Bey) "Nope, you got smokers mouth" i teased.


(Ye) "What? Smokers mouth? You probably be firing up too on the low." he joked.


(Bey) chuckling "Nooooooooo, not marijuana though."


(Ye) side eyes Bey


(Bey) "Forreal."


(Shawn) "You wanna try?" he said holding the blunt to my face.


(Bey) "What? NOOOOOO."


(Shawn) takes another puff "Why not?"


(Bey) "Because..."


(Shawn) "Give me a reason."


(Bey) "I don't know i just don't want to."


(Shawn) "Would you do it for me?"


(Bey) "No."


(Shawn) "Aw forreal, its like that?"


(Bey) chuckling "Yup"


(Ye) grabs the blunt from Shawn "Aw wheres the love?" he joked


I sat and thought about it for a minute. I knew they wouldn't stop, so i decided just to do it.


(Bey) "Give it here." i said sounding all tough.


(Ye) "Aw shit." he said and he and Shawn starts slapping five's.


(Bey) "Aw hush up."


I took the blunt from Ye and held it to my lips, i looked at it for a minute while Shawn and Ye stared at me with smiles on their face. I swear the two of them are ridiculous. Finally i took a puff, i must have hit it hard or that shit must have been something good because before i knew my ass started coughing up a lung. Both Shawn and Ye burst out laughing.


(Shawn) grabs the blunt from Bey "Shit, are you okay" he said in tears laughing.


(Ye) laughing hard "Got damn, you pulled the shit out of that."


(Bey) coughing "Fuck the both of yal." i said trying to catch my breathe.


(Shawn) "Im sorry, but that shit funny as hell." he said still laughing.


After catching my breathe, i let both Shawn and Ye have it. They play too much. We spent the next 20 mins just talking and joking around.


(Bey) getting ready to go "How much longer are yal gonna be here?"


(Shawn) "Uhm, i don't know. Why whats up?"


(Bey) "Well Kelly, leaving out of town in the morning and i was thinking we should all get together and do something tonight before she goes."


(Shawn) "Liiiiiiiike??"


(Bey) "I don't know, maybe bowling or something, or dinner."


(Ye) "Shit, we mine as well just go to Dave and Busters, where we can do all that shit."


He was such a big kid.


(Bey) "Ohh your right, so whats up, yal wanna do it?"


(Shawn) "Yea we can, but give us like another hour."


(Bey)  i said walking her to the door. "Okay"


(Shawn) following behind Bey "I'll be right back Ye, I'm about to walk her to the car."


(Ye) "Alright."


Shawn and I made it downstairs, but we didn't go all the way outside we kissed, hugged, and said our goodbyes on the inside. After leaving the studio, i made it back home. When I got their, Solo and Daniel were there. They were chilling out on the couch watching tv.


(Bey) walking into the living room "Hey yal, when yal get in?"


(Solo) "Oh Hey, and we got in right when you were leaving out, we seen you pulling off in everything."


(Bey) "Why you aint call?"


(Solo) "It slipped my mind."


(Bey) goes to sit in the chair "Oh alright, did yal have good night."


(Solo) "Yea, it was straight. That stormed ruined our plans."


(Bey) "Yea, it was storming hard."


(Solo) "Hell yeah."


(Bey) "Well what are doing later on?"


(Solo) looking at Daniel who was looking at Solo "Well i aint really have nothing planned, we were just planning on chilling out here."


(Bey) "OH. Well i was gonna see if yal wanted to come with me, Shawn, Ye, and Kelly tonight?"


(Solo) "Where yal going?"


(Bey) "Dave and Busters."


(Solo) looking at Daniel "You wanna go babe?"


(Daniel) "Yea, it don't matter."


(Solo) "Yea, we'll go."


(Bey) gets up from chair "Okay cool, I'm about to go call Kelly and let her know. I think we leaving around 5 or 6?"


(Solo) "Alright."


After that i went upstairs to lounge around. I called Kelly in the mean time to let her know the plans. Shortly after Kelly was pulling up at my house. We sat around and talked until, Shawn and Ye arrived. Once they arrived we all went ahead to DB's. We found us a nice secluded area to eat at and went on to play some games. Everyone pretty much broke off into their own little groups and did their own little thing. Shawn and I were on the go carts for most of our time, he was so competitive. I kept beating him and beating him, but he just wouldn't give up.

(Shawn) "I think your cheating." Shawn said as he climbed out of his go cart, we had just finished our lap.

(Bey) "How can i cheat Shawn, its just driving." i teased.

(Shawn) "Lets go again."

(Bey) "Oh no, we went like 7 times already and I'm not going again."

(Shawn) "Come on, last one." he said getting back in line.

(Bey) "Okay, but last one, i wanna go do something else after this."

(Shawn) "Alright cool."

Shawn and I went around another time and i beat him again. He was so mad and all i could do was laugh.

(Shawn) pouting

(Bey) "Aw suck it up and stop being a sore loser." i teased.

(Shawn) "You know i let you win, right?"

(Bey) "Yea, sure you did." i said laughing.

Kelly and Ye comes walking up.

(Kelly) walking up to Bey "Girl where yal been?"

(Bey) "At the damn go carts all this time. Somebody was mad because they dont know how to drive." i said making an emphasis to Shawn.

(Shawn) "Oh you trying to be funny?"

(Bey) chuckling "No I'm not."

(Shawn) "Yea, alright keep it up."

(Bey) rolls her eyes

(Ye) "Aye Jay man, lets go over to the bar."

(Shawn) side eyes Bey "yea lets go."

They walk away.

(Bey) shaking her head "He is the biggest sore loser ever, we went around that thing about 7 damn times." i laughed. 

(Kelly) "Now you know you could of at least let him win one."

(Bey) "I know, but it was more funny watching him lose."

(Kelly) laughing "You are mean."

(Bey) grabs Kelly by the hand "Come on lets go find Solo and Daniel."

When we found Solo and Daniel sitting by the bowling area, it seemed they had a game started up.

(Solo) "Oooh yal right on time, but where is Ye and Jay?"

(Bey) "At th---"

Shawn and Ye walks up laughing with a tray of drinks.

(Solo) "Oh there they go."

(Ye) "We got drinks."

(Kelly) "Ooh good, cuz i could sure use one." grabs a drink.

(Bey) takes a drink

(Solo) "Jay and Shawn, yal bowling right?"

(Shawn) looks at Ye "Yea, ima bowl."

(Ye) "Yea, I'm down."

(Solo) "Okay, cool because it's girls vs boys."

(Ye) "Aw shit, we got this in a bag, huh yal."

(Kelly) "Hold up, what makes you so sure?"

(Ye) "Cuz i know this maaaaaaaaaaaaaaan" he joked.

(Kelly) "You don't know shit." she joked back and them to started going at it for a min.

(Bey) "Okay, Okay yal" i said interrupting them ".......how about we make a bet, losing team has to take 6 shots each."

(Solo) "Ooh I'm down."

(Shawn) "Uh nooo your not. Uh Bey did you forget that they are minors." he said referring to Daniel and Solo.

(Bey) "OH yea, and I'm am not trying to go to jail."

(Ye) "I got it, the losing team has to strip down but booty naked and jump in the pool and swim around for 2 minutes."

(Bey) "I don't know about the ass naked part, but I'm down for jumping in the pool."

(Kelly and Solo) "Yea me too."

(Ye) "Alright its a bet then."

(Shawn) "Aye man" referring to Daniel "Why you sitting over there all quiet and shit?"

(Daniel) "Huh?"

(Shawn) "What you anti-social or something?"

Daniel didn't know Shawn was playing or for real, but he was actually playing.

(Daniel) "Na, man...Im, Im, I'm just chilling."

(Shawn) chuckling "Na, man i'm just fucking with you, What you say your name was again though man?"

(Daniel) "D....D...D....Daniel?"

(Ye) "What you all stuttering for man, you scared or something."

(Solo) "Leave him alone you guys, yal are so mean." she said hugging Daniel.

(Shawn) "We just messing around sis, but what up man, you seem like a cool dude." he said shaking Daniel's hand.

(Daniel) smiling "What up."

(Ye) "Yea man, we just fucking with you. Since Jay with Bey and all, that makes her my niece so you know I'm just doing my unclely duties, yea know."

You could tell both Shawn and Ye had been smoking and drinking, they were acting a fool with Daniel.

(Daniel) "Yea i understand."

(Bey) "Are we gonna keep on talking or are we gonna get this game started."

(Kelly) "Right, yal fuckers wanna have an interrogation moment and shit."

(Ye) "Who was talking to you."

(Kelly) "You better shut the fuck up."

(Ye) "Girl, you bet---"

(Shawn) laughing "Ye man chill. And Yal 2 are a mess. Come on so we can get started with this game."

With that being said the game was started. We were getting our butts kicked. Between Daniel and Shawn, they were bowling strike after strike and all Ye did was talk mess. We try to do everything we could to throw them off, like flirt with them, bribe them, and trash talk them. But it didn't work. They still whopped our ass. They had like 245 to our 142. We got back to my place and it was on. They wouldn't even let us get a word in. 

(Ye) goes into the kitchen "Aye Bey man, where the liq.....oh wait i see it."

(Bey) walking into the kitchen "Oh i know your ass don't think, you about to have another drink."

(Ye) drunk talking "Man, this aint for me this for yal."

(Bey) "Yea yea yea."

But this time everyone came walking in the kitchen.

(Shawn) "Hurry up man, pour that shit up." Shawn said walking in.

(Kelly) staggering "Oooh what we drinking."

(Ye) "Your ass aint drinking shit, don't forget yal lost."

(Kelly) "Motherfu--"

Those 2 have been going at it all night.

(Bey) "Kelly" i said laughing "And no we aint forget" i said talking to Ye "Ima need me a shot or s drink though before i do it."

(Ye) "Alright here you go" he said handing me a drink.

 I threw it back fast as hell.

(Ye) "Got damn......Jay man, did you see that?"he said laughing.

(Shawn) chuckling "Yea i seen it." he said smirking at me.

(Bey) rolls her eyes.

(Kelly) "Where mine?"

(Ye) "Here man." he said handing Kelly a drink.

(Kelly) "I don't know what you got an attitude for?"

(Ye) "Man why you gotta....i aint even gonna say nothing."

(Kelly) "Yea, dont." she said then takes her drink and throws it back. "Whhhhhhhooooooooooooooo. Thats shit was strong."

We were drinking Remy Martin.

(Shawn) "Aye man, you want a drink?" he said talking to Daniel.

(Daniel) "Yea, ill take one."

(Ye) pours up Daniel a drink. "Go ahead and throw that shit back man."

(Daniel) drinks his drink.

(Shawn) "Thats what I'm talking about nephew."

Everybody was having a good time.

(Solo) "Dang do i get something?"

(Shawn) "Aw you want a drink sis" he said looking at Bey.

(Bey) give Shawn a look letting him know it was okay.

(Shawn) "Aye Ye, pour her up one."

(Ye) "Aright but after this, yal asses going out there and jumping in that damn pool." he said pouring Solo's drink.

(Solo) "Cool" she said taking her drink.

(Bey) "Go head Solo, show em how to do it."

(Solo) takes her drink and knocks it back.

(Ye) "Oh shit, my niece a boss." he said chuckling.

(Solo) "Hell yea."

(Shawn) "Alright come on lets head outside."

We all headed outside, everyone just sort of stood around looking at each other until Kelly decided she was going to go ahead and go.

(Kelly) "Fuck it, lets just get it over with" she said taking off her clothes.

(Ye) "Thats my girl." 

(Kelly) looks at Ye and rolls his eyes.

With that being said, Solo and I followed along. Of course me, i wasn't wearing a bra so i was trying to cover up my chest.

(Kelly) "Damn Bey, do you ever wear a bra?" she joked.

(Bey) "Shut up and sometimes, they're just so uncomfortable."

(Kelly) "Yea, Yea, Yea."

(Shawn) "Okay yal ready."

(Bey) "Yea."

(Shawn) "Alright on the count of 3 , 1.........2............3"

SPLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH. The 3 of us went diving into the water. That shit was so cold, especially with it being in the middle of fall. 

(Kelly) "Lord Jesus, this shit is cold."

(Bey) "GOT DAMN!"

(Solo) "Oh fuck this shit I'm getting out." she got out and walked over to Daniel who was holding her towel. 

(Ye) "You lucky you my niece otherwise i would have told you ass to stay in there" he joked.

(Solo) laughs

After our 2 mins was up, Kelly and I got out. It was freezing cold outside, especially cuz it was night.

We went back into the house and Kelly, Solo, and myself all changed into some more comfortable clothes. I gave Kelly some clothes she had left over my house, she was good for doing that. We all went on enjoying our night. And when it all was over everyone was passed out. Ye had passed out on the couch. Shawn and I were upstairs in bed. Solo and Daniel were in the room i gave Solo. And Kelly was passed out in the other guest room. I had such a fun time with them. The night couldn't have gone any better. I was glad we were all able to bond and have fun. After hanging around Daniel i saw that he was actually a great guy.

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